The Middle (GxG) (Sequel to The Beginning)

Chapter 63

-LYNN'S P.O.V-

    She's the most beautiful angel ever. Strongest person ever... anything.. ever..
"You're staring."
"You're just so beautiful, Koala."
"You're saying that because I am wearing your hoodie and beanie."
"No. I have no reason to say it other than it being the truth."
   I lean down and press a kiss to her forehead. 2 months in chemo. Staying strong and getting help she needs. Some days are good. A lot are bad.
   Today I am going to take her to the prom next month. Providing... And if she says yes.
"I want to take you out, Koala."
"It's a schoolnight."
"When has that ever stopped us?"
"Never."
"So, would you do the honors if going on a date with me?"
"Can I wear this?"
"Of course. Just not naked."
   She smiles to me. The light in her eyes aren't as bright as they normally are... But I still am left swimming in the deepest of blues.
  I kiss her cheek before going to get ready. I text the one person I can rely on in a hurry.
~Daaaadddy. Help me ask Jamie to the prom.
~What do you need, Kiddo? -Dad.
~Blue Roses. Carmel chocolate... I would go but I won't leave her side.
~On it! Be back in 20. -Dad.
~Put the stuff in my trunk. I'll pay you back.
~I'm rich. I don't need your money. -Dad.
~You'll accept it regardless, dad. Thank you.
"Who are you text happy with over there?"
"Abby. Asking for new details of wedding. And checking up on you."
   I text Abby instantly.
~I was just texting you 30 seconds ago. You are my aliby, screw me over and I will run you over with the camaro going 90 in a fucking drift.
~OKAY. Dayum. Why? -Abby.
~Had to have dad run to get stuff so I can ask Jamie to Prom.
~Gotcha. Good luck. -Abby.
   I text Zee.
~Is the place free? Or are you guys using it tonight? I want to ask Jamie to prom.
~Nah. It's free. Also, fuck off. I'm busy. -Zee.
~I DON'T DO TWIN THING. I WOULDN'T KNOW. ALSO. WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU TEXTING WHILE FUCKING?? Mildly concerned.
~I'm watching a movie. Haven't gotten that far yet tonight. -Zee.
   I gag and delete all texts for night before dropping phone on bed.
"What?"
"I ended up texting Zee instead of Abby... And she was about to..." I shake my head.. "ANYWAY."
   She starts laughing at me. Fuck I've already had a stressful night.
"Can we pick up something and head to the path?"
"Yeah, Ly. I'd like that."

   I hide all the stuff in the blanket, she carries the food as we walk up the hill. The stars beginning to shine their brightest. It's beautiful up here. She is beautiful.
   She puts the bag of food down and looks up into the night. I take my chance and get everything ready. I set up the blanket for us to lay but... take the seconds to think.
   I take the roses in my hand and get on one knee. Fuck, I love doing this for her.
"Koala?"
"Yeah?" She stays focused on the stars.
    I take a silent deep breath. "Look at me, Love."
   She slowly turns and her eyes instantly find mine. Her beautiful Blue eyes glow in the moonlight.
"I know we have a lot going on... But will you please go to prom with me, Jamie?"
    She covers her mouth and nods. Tears starting to spill.
"I got Carmel chocolate..."
   Her hand drops. "My hero."
   I laugh and get up. I hand her the roses and she takes them to her nose and breathes in. She smiles brightly to me.
"Did I ever tell you how much I love you?"
"I don't think so."
    She lightly smack my arm. I lightly bring her into a hug. I so badly want to hold her tightly but I'm always afraid to... And she knows.
   After a minute of just holding her, we sit and finally eat.
"I'm going with a beanie on."
"You could go like that. Any one in school tries to down you, I will kill."
   I will. Fuck everyone else. No one touches my angel. No one.
"I actually wanted to be the one to ask. I just forgot." She trails off.
"It's okay. Don't worry. And we don't have to go if you aren't feeling up to it."
"I want to, Ly. I'll be okay."
   I lean over and kiss her lips softly. She grabs the collar of my shirt and pulls me loser to her, deepening the kiss. She takes my lip in between her teeth.
   Turned on... But won't do anything unless she is okay to. The kiss breaks when we run out of breath.
"Ly."
"You know I want to."
    She sighs. "I want to, Ly."
"Maybe in a more comfortable place?"
   She nods. We pack and leave.

"Are you sure, Koala? I don't want to hurt you."
"I will let you know, baby."
   She pulls me down for a kiss. The kiss deepens quickly. I lightly bring my hand to her clit. A soft gasp comes in the kiss.
   The sex.. is more slow. But it's still beautiful. Never has it lost meaning even if I worry I'll hurt her. She gives me all she can and I give her all I can.
   I rub against her until her legs shake. I slip my fingers inside her and slowly thrust. Her moans still loud for me. Still a sirens song.
   A chain sings for me. "Ly.. Ly.. Ly.. Fuck... Ly." Her back arches slightly to her last in chain "LYYYY.."
  Slowly beginning to kiss down her body, I keep my pace. Her moans continue to kill all silence. I lightly kiss her sweetspot before sucking on it.
   I feel myself ready to come to her moans but I hold back. I gently nip at her, she arches her back and instantly releases against my fingers.
"LYYYYY"
    Pulling my fingers out I clean them before sticking my tongue in her sweetness. She rocks her hips to me, her hand arm, nails digging into my skin. I bring my hand up and lightly rub her sweetspot.
   Her moans grow and she tenses. I rub a little faster to carry her through another climax.
   She releases against my tongue. "LYYYYYY" I pull out of her and clean her juices from her.
   Her moans carry me to my own.
"JAMMIE".. I can't always hold it. And her reaction when I voice my releases...when she doesn't touch me.. is fascinating.
   I kiss up her body and press a kiss to her lips. A soft hum comes from her and she smiles against my lips.
"I love you, Ly."
"I love you too, Koala."
"Mm. Let me taste you."
   I bite my lip.
"It will be okay."
   I nod. "Okay, love."
   Climbing carefully into position. Her hands take my thighs and bring me down to her. I instantly let out moans. Her tongue slides in me deeply and she signals me to ride.
   Holding the wall for support, I ride against her. The feeling of her tongue is  beyond bliss. I can't help my moans from being so loud.
   After only a few minutes I give in against her tongue.
"JAMMIE.." I yell out for her.
"Fuck.. Jamie.."
    She stops my hips and licks up me and takes me between her terth, nipping at me. I come to her immediately.
"JAMMMIE.."
   She sucks on me for a moment before sticking her tongue back in me.  Making me tense up to her, she motions me to ride again and I obey my king. I ride until I release again.
"JAMMMMIE"
   Her tongue so warm in me... it's blissful.. And I could live off of just this.
   She stops my hips, cleaning my mess. I moan to the simple feeling of her finish me. She kisses either thigh and I carefully climb off.
   I lay next to her and she climbs on me, resting in the nap of my neck. I hold her loosely. She kisses my cheek.
"Thank you."
"What?"... completely confused.
"For still loving me."
"Why wouldn't I love you?"
   I feel sick... really sick.. that she would think I wouldn't love her.
"Because I'm ugly and a complete mess."
"Jesus Christ, No. Jamie, No. You are beautiful. You are beautiful to me. Always will be. You think this is bad? There was one time a few weeks ago you were sick and literally wiped your nose on me in your sleep."
"I did not" she says between loud laughs.
"You did, Love."
   I love her beautiful laughs. Her...
"That's gross."
"It was." I laugh lightly.
"You make weird noises in your sleep when you're sick."
"Probably."
"It's cute."
"Thanks?"
"You're welcome" she laughs and I do too.
    She sighs.
"Koala, Listen to me, baby..."
   She leans up and looks at me.
"Don't ever call yourself ugly. Ever. Okay?"
   She nods, I continue.
"Don't ever think I would ever not love you. You are my heart and soul. I need you. I need you. I will always love you. Never doubt that. You are my love. No matter what you look like, your health or anything else, I love you. I beg you, Jamie, never doubt my love."
   Her eyes show tears but she just nods.
"In 4 months, you will beat this. In 4 we marry. And if you're up to it, our honeymoon. I can't wait to kiss my wife for the first time. To kiss my Fiancee for the last. To begin our lives further."
"I can't wait."
   I kiss her forehead. My beautiful angel.
"I'm not tired."
"Jamie." I whisper.
"You're so beautiful." She kisses my lips. I kiss back briefly.
"Jamie." I whisper again.
"Thought that would work."
"You're lying though. I know you are tired. I can hear it."
"Mm."
"Jamie."
"No."
"Jamie."
   I love whispering her to sleep. I can't sleep without hearing her say her I love you before bed.
"Nn" her words become inaudible.
"Jamie.." I whisper one last time.
"I love you, Ly."
"I love you too."
   And my heart is complete.