three days | jikook✧| COMPLETED

4,

September 17th

" pjm's pov "

"How's Namjoon hyung doing?" I immediately stood up from my seat.

Jin hyung smiled, "he's doing a lot better, they'll release him in 2 days so there's nothing to worry about."

"Oh thank god."

I sat back and drifted into my own thoughts.
These past two weeks have been so tough for all of us, but especially Jungkook and I.
We've been so focused on Namjoon hyung getting better, that we forgot about ourselves. I mean don't get me wrong, it was the right thing to do about Namjoon hyung, but Jungkook has been basically ignoring me this whole time.
Whenever I wanted to sleep with him or just cuddle, he'd tell me that he wasn't feeling okay and it wasn't fair to be cuddling at that moment and that we should focus on our hyung getting better.
I understood him, at least for the first two days, but then it became a habit.
Even though Namjoon hyung was getting better, Jungkook's actions weren't and it scared me.

His I love you's became like scripted words and his hugs like necessary actions and I wanted to ask him. I wanted to know what was bothering him. If I had done something wrong, but every time I approached him, he was busy or tired.

My thoughts that had been in my mind for the past two weeks were interrupted by a sudden hug from someone I hadn't expected to see at the hospital at all.

"Jimin-ah, is something bothering you?" The voice whispered.
The voice belonged to Taehyung, my best friend.
Someone who I trusted with everything, even things I wouldn't dare to tell Jungkook.

"No, I'm fine Tae," I lied, "what are you doing here? I thought you hated hospitals?"

"It's our friend, of course I will come, no matter how much I hate hospitals," he eyed our surroundings while keeping a bitter expression on his face.

"Where's Jungkook?"

The sudden question sent waves of shock to my body, as I hadn't expected it coming.

"He stayed home, school work." I simply replied.
Actually, I didn't know why he didn't come, he just told me he had to do something and he was busy. Again.

At that point, I wasn't going to argue with him, because I had more of an important thing to do, and that was to visit my friend in the hospital.

"But it's Namjoon hyung?" Tae's confused look made me look down, feeling embarrassed because of Jungkook and his actions lately.

"Yeah, tell him that," I mumbled, furiously rubbing my temples with my index and middle finger.

"How is he?" I heard a panting voice call out from the other end of the hall, after a few minutes of silence.
The person was running towards us and I quickly recognized the voice.

"He's better now Yoongi hyung," Hoseok hyung spoke after what seemed like hours.

"I'm so sorry, I couldn't come to visit these past few days, my dad was having some trou-"

I interrupted him, "It's totally okay hyung. At least you had a reason to not come," I whispered the last sentence, not wanting anyone to know what I was dealing with.

"Where are Jin hyung and Jungkook?"

"Jin hyung is with Namjoon and Jungkook is..." Hoseok hyung turned towards me, waiting for me to finish the sentence.

"He's at home. Studying for his finals," I spat out the last part, slowly getting mad at Jungkook for not coming with us.

"Oh," was all Yoongi hyung said before taking a seat next to Taehyung and Hoseok hyung and everything drowned in silence once again.

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After an hour, Jin hyung and the rest decided we should leave and let Namjoon hyung rest.
After all, we had to leave at some point and I had to go back home, even though I didn't want to.
I didn't wanna deal with Jungkook's problems too.

I entered the dimmed house and close the door behind me carefully.

I didn't hear any sound, nor any person.
I took my phone out and looked at the time. It was 10pm already and I was sure Jungkook was sleeping by now, since he said he had to study.

I walked upstairs, not even looking what was in front of me or behind me, I just walked straight in my bedroom.
I lifted my head, expecting to be greeted by Jungkook's sleeping body, but what I saw was empty sheets and no Jungkook.

"Where could he be?"

I dialed his number, already having enough of his behavior and now he decided to pull a Houdini.
The phone rang and rang for what seemed like minutes but Jungkook didn't pick up.

I was too tired to look for him, so I quickly changed and threw myself on the bed, awkwardly shifting in the empty bed.
I wasn't used to sleeping alone.
I always had Jungkook by my side, for three years non stop and tonight was the first night after those years that I had fallen asleep alone with fear and anger.

I was worried about him, but I was also pissed as to why he wasn't home and on top wasn't picking up my call.
But I had tomorrow to deal with that, tonight I was gonna sleep, even though I knew it was going to be hard and almost impossible without him.

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