Mad love. (Part one)

Tyler don't leave me ever

(Tyler)

His heart stopped, It fucking stopped. A paramedic held me back from him as two paramedics rushed to Joshua's lifeless body. I closed my eyes and sobbed. 

*Flash back*

Joshua's arms wrapped tightly around my waist as I kissed his lips softly. He moaned softly as I moved up and down slowly. The sun light hit his face gently. 

"Tyler don't leave me ever" He gripped me tighter as our lips crashed against each other. 

"I won't". I moved faster, Joshua's fingers gripped my sides. 

*Flash back ends*

"Clear!" The man's voice called out. I heard Joshua's body slam down on the stretcher. I cried out. 

"Please joshua.," I whispered. The heart monitor started to beep again. I laughed softly and looked at him. His eyes fluttered, The oxygen mask fogged up from him breathing. I sighed as my heart raced fast.

"Give him a shot of morphine Damn it!" A paramedic called out. I watch them inject the morphine into his leg. 

"We are here" One of the paramedics opened the doors and jumped out, They rolled him to the doors. His hand reached out to mine I reached mine out our fingers touched. 

"I love you" I whispered. 

They rolled him down the ramp, I got up and walked after them. I felt weak and dizzy, I walked down the ramp. All of the sudden my body fell to the ground. My head hit the ramp, I groaned out in pain as my ribs slammed onto the ramp. I yelped in pain.

"Joshua!" I reached my hand out to him as he was rolled into the Hospital. I pushed myself up, Josh no.

"Sir stay here you passed out. Does anything hurt?" I nodded and closed my eyes.

"My ribs.." I cried softly. I need to be with him.

"I feel down my stairs to get to my boyfriend, he was shot by a man." I felt my self lift up I kept my eyes shut. I opened my eyes, I was on a stretcher. My ribs felt like they were stabbing my sides. 

"Why does this hurt so much... It didn't hurt before" I sighed taking shallow breaths.

"Adrenaline, Whats your name?" We entered the hospital it was freezing. I forgot i'm still in my boxers and binder.

"Tyler... Don't take my binder off." I looked around. 

"Where is Joshua?" I started to cry. 

"Tyler it's going to be okay and we will have to take it off im sorry".

"Tyler!, Where is Tyler?!" Josh yelled Josh stop don't move let them help you. I looked down the hallway and saw him being rushed to the back doors. A sign above it said "Surgery room".

"Baby!, I'm fine let them help you. I love you!" Pain shot through my sides.

"Fuck!" I yelled and wrapped my arm around myself.  I watched Joshua disappeared into the double doors that were open I sobbed hard.