Mad love. (Part one)

One day

(Hey guys I'm sorry, I have been sick. I have dizziness and I got it tested to see what it was. I have such bad migraines it makes me dizzy on top of that the type of migraines burst blood vessels causing damage in my left ear. (I AM FINE IT'S NOT AS BRUTAL AS IT SOUNDS) also publishing the Destiel fic soon!. Again im sorry for not posting I missed a lot of school so I have been working on school work a lot and being stress and shutting down, thank god for my amazing boyfriend. Anyway enjoy!)

(Tyler)

"See you next week Mr. Josheph" Doctor white shook my hand.

"I can't wait! Thank you so much, sir" I said as Josh slipped his hand into mine. Doctor white nodded and disappeared from the room. I looked over at Josh smiling. We shortly left after getting paperwork and instructions for after and before the surgery. We decided to eat at a little diner called "fries and milkshake burger shack". Josh and I ate our lunch then ordered Milkshakes. I got an Oreo caramel milkshake and Josh got a Kit-Kat milkshake. We were holding hands on the table by our milkshakes.

"So nervous?" Josh said before taking a sip of his milkshake. I shrugged and nibbled on a fry. 

"Kind of" I swallowed, "But im ready" I smiled as Josh popped a fry into his mouth. We finished our milkshakes and the rest of the fries and went home. The whole drive was Joshua and I singing songs and being silly. When we got home we decided to lay in bed and watch a Netflix show "Atypical." It is about a guy with autism and about his life, and how he is trying to get a girlfriend. There is more to it but that's the basics. Josh's head was laying on my chest, His fingers played with the bottom of my shirt. I was propped up on the pile of pillows and I was playing with Josh wild blue hair he died last night. 

"I love you" Josh mumbled as he watched the show intensely. He looks so cute and perfect.

"I love you too" I smiled as I looked at the tv.  Josh snuggled closer and pulled the blanket over us. I felt very happy, Next week im getting top surgery, Josh is kinda getting better and today is perfect. It is amazing how things go so well after you go through hell.

"This show is amazing" Josh laughed at the tv as I ran my fingers through his hair. 

"You're amazing" I bent down and kissed the top of his head, Josh turned a bit and looked up at me smiling. His amazing eyes make me lost when I look into them. I placed my hand on his cheek and bent down a bit and kissed his lips ever so softly as someone knocked on our door. Josh pulled back a bit. The door opened, I didn't stop looking at my amazing boyfriend. 

"Later Dad and-" I zoned out as my mother's voice faded like the rest of the world. I just stared at Josh studying every inch of his handsome face. I love him so much, I can see my life with him until the day my life gives out. I would die a happy man. I can see us dancing on the night we get married, Slow and easy as we kiss softly and hold each other close. God, I hope this happens, without Josh I am lost. It's like im on a boat trying to get home and Josh is my compass leading the way to home and safety. Without him, I would get lost in the waves and never make it home.

"Tyler?!" My mom called out slightly yelling. I snapped out of my thoughts. 

"Y-yeah?" I looked up at her as Josh chuckled slightly. 

"Your dad and I are going out for dinner later, Yall can order anything yall want" She smiled then left the room closing the door. I looked down at Josh, He was smiling shaking his head slightly chuckling. 

"What?" I giggled raising my shoulders.

"I love a daydreamer boy"

"Mhm and I love a silly boy" I bent down kissing him as he pulled me on top of him. 

"I will marry you, Tyler Joseph," Josh said softly, My heart stopped a bit then fluttered back to life. I smiled as I kissed his lips softly. 

"Please marry me, Joshua Dun"

"One day".