Mad love. (Part one)

Lay down Joshua

(SMUT SMUT SMUT SMMUUT IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO SCREAM)

*Trigger Warning (Talk of suicide.)*

(Josh)

After Tyler downed like five wine coolers he was a buzz. He looked care free and happy, He isn't the type of drunk that is annoying, He is funny, chill and sings a lot. But it's not annoying, it's amazing. I only had three wine coolers, I was feeling a soft buzz but not enough to be drunk like Ty. 

"So... if you don't mind me asking. How is your relationship with your mom?" Josh's mom dipped a Dorito into the extra nacho cheese left from dinner. I did the same.

"Not good" Ty hummed a song I don't know what song it was but it sounded pretty. "She was the reason... Daniel uh" I cleared my throat feeling a lump form. "He uh, left" I got up and walked to the fridge, opened it and grabbed a random bottle of the wine coolers. I didn't care what flavor it was. I know it wasn't strong alcohol but it gave me a strong warm fuzzy feeling. I twisted the bottle top off and took a long sip from it. 

"Where did he go?" I looked down at my feet. Tyler slid his hand into mine and laid his head on my shoulder. 

"I love you, Josh, I'm going to bed." He kissed my cheek. "Don't be too long" He whispered very quietly.

"Okay love, I'll be there in a second." I smiled at him, He winked then turned to his mom. "Goodnight mom." He walked out of the kitchen. 

"Uh, Some may say hell, I say heaven." Taking another sip I walked back to my stool and sat down. 

"He passed?" She sounded sorry. Everyone sounds sorry. Watch her say I'm so sorry too. I nodded and took another sip. 

"I'm so sorry" She held my hand. I looked at her.

"I lost my mom to suicide" Her voice cracked, My jaw kinda dropped. 

"Tyler never met her." She swallowed hard as tears formed in her eyes. "I found her when in the bath tub foaming at the mouth as blood rushed out of her wrist." She covered her mouth as she cried. I hugged her tightly. 

"I found my brother hanging in the bathroom." I held back tears. I'm tired of crying. 

"I'm sorry" She pulled back drying her tears with a near by napkin. 

"It's fine, It's late we should get some rest?" I smiled and finished my drink. She nodded.

"Thank you, Josh. For everything you have done, You saved my sons life and you are making sure he is safe and sound. Thank you". 

"You're welcome, Mrs. Joseph." She waved her hands.

"No, No no." She chuckled. "Call me mom". I was shocked, she must really like me. 

"Okay, Mom" She laughed so did I. 

We cleaned up the bottles and trash from our dinner then we went upstairs.

"Goodnight Josh" 

"Goodnight mom." She smiled and walked to her room. I waited for her to go in and shut the door before walking into mine. Once she was in her room I opened the door and saw Tyler sitting on the bed typing on his laptop. I walked in and shut the door. I walked to the bed taking my shirt off, I dropped it onto the floor. Tyler glanced up then back down. I shut his laptop and crawled onto the bed moving his laptop out of the way. He smirked as I crawled on top of him, His hands ran down my sides as our lips crashed. He gripped my hips pulling them down onto his. He supported himself on his elbows. My hands next to his. I smiled as he kissed my neck. 

 "Lay down Joshua" His voice was muffled from him kissing my neck. I got off of him and laid down, He got off the bed and undressed. My cheeks burned as he got back into bed. He looked so amazing. I watched him move closer to me, He laid on his side. His head tilted down to mine, His lips kissed mine deeply. I closed my eyes feeling his hands move his hand down my chest to my crotch.

(I HOPE I DONT MAKE THIS SOUND WEIRD I DUNNO HOW TO WRITE SMUT.)

His hand slid under my jeans and boxers, I moaned softly as he started to move his hand up and down. He laughed softly and kissed down my neck and back up to my lips. He moved his hand faster causing me to kiss him deeply and slightly rough. 

"Fuck Joshua you are hard" He chuckled. I blushed deeply and felt the urge to pin him to the bed and do what ever I pleased. He pulled his hand out of my pants and sat up. He unbuckled my belt, Unbutton my jeans and unzipped them. I lifted my waist up as I pushed my jeans down. He bit his lip as I pulled down my boxers. I laid my head back onto the pillow as he wrapped his fingers around my erection. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, He moved his hand up and down slowly. I felt his leg swing around to my side, I looked at him. He looked at me and smiled. I lifted myself up, he wrapped one arm around me as he slowly sat down causing me to slide into him. We both moaned, he wrapped his other arm around me and started to move up and down. The bed squeaked softly but not loud. Pleasure washed over me as he moved faster. I moaned out slightly growling. I wrapped my arms around him as I laid back.

"Joshua" He moaned out. I smirked as I thrust into him as he moved up and down. I bit my lip holding back moans. 

"Fuck" I moaned as he moved faster. "I can't take this anymore" I wrapped my arms around him tighter as I turned over, He was under me now. I kissed his lips as I pinned his hands by his head. I thrust faster. Our moans were muffled by our lips. His teeth nibbled on my bottom lip softly. I thrust harder causing his hips to go up, His legs wrapped around my waist. The bed squeaked slightly louder. He tilted his head back moaning. 

"I'm gonna cum, Josh. Don't stop please!" He whimpered. I thrust faster and harder. His legs wrapped around my waist tighter. I felt myself come close too. The feeling of him made me feel amazing, It took everything in me not to scream and fuck him harder. But I didn't want us to get caught. His moans slightly got louder. 

"I'm close Josh" He whimpered as I thrust. I kissed his lips roughly. He moaned loudly into my lips as his hips shaked. He got tighter causing me to lose control, Thrusting faster and harder I felt myself almost cum. 

"I'm cumming Joshua!" His voice was muffled. as his hips shook. I was about to cum, I pulled out and took a deep breath. 

"Why stop?" He looked confused.

"I almost cummed." He looked at me. He chuckled.

"I can't get pregnant, Mom put me on the pill" I sighed. 

"So. You wanna finish" He chuckled. I looked at him. 

"Duh," I kissed his neck. His hand grabbed my penis and slid it into himself. I began to thrust fast and hard. He moaned out and gripped my hips. I was so sensitive every feeling of movement made me feel amazing. I thrust as fast as I could.

"I'm going to cum Ty" I moaned out as he moaned.

"I love you so much" He moaned out. I thrust harder causing him to moan loudly. He covered his mouth. 

"I.. Love you too" I stuttered due to the pleasure. I felt myself about to cum. I thrust harder causing me to lose control. Tyler's legs wrapped around my waist. The bed squeaked loudly and the head board hit against the wall. I stopped and laid my head on his chest moaning loudly as i cummed. 

"Fuck" Tyler chuckled. I panted. Holly shit.

"I know, I went too hard." He laughed, I looked up at him. 

"What?" I laughed. He pointed down next to the bed. I looked over and saw Lilly. I scoffed, well then. I leaned up sliding out of Tyler. I laid down beside him and took a deep breath. I pulled the blanket up and over my legs and waist. 

"I'm gonna take a shower" Tylers voice was soft. He kissed the side of my head. 

"I love you baby" I mumbled as i closed my eyes, I was warn out. He chuckled.

"I love you too Josh, and don't worry I like it hard." He giggled. I smiled then fell asleep as Lilly snuggled next to me. 

***SORRY IF IT WAS CRINGY. also sorry for not uploading yesterday i had a bad day with my mental health.***