Mad love. (Part one)

Please just sing something

^^BTW CAN WE TALK ABOUT THIS AND WHAT THIS PERSON WHO MADE THIS AND HOW THEY BLESSED US WITH IT^^

(Tyler.)

I grabbed a towel and my black sweat pants. I walked into the bathroom and shut the door. I turned the shower head on and set the water on hot. I adjusted the heat so im comfortable and not burning alive. I walked to what I call my soap rack, It's all of the body soap I have. I have scents for each season. Like in spring and summer I have flower, Tropical and ocean scents. For fall and winter, I have Cookies, Pumpkin, Ginger bread or the warm smells of baked goods scents. I got my  Pumpkin bread soap and took my boxers off. I heard a knock on the door. I got in the shower and quickly washed my hair and body. I started to hum a random song I wrote I named it "Drown".

(I LOVE THAT SAD AS FUCK SONG)

"Now I know im alone, I walk to you. Rain falls from you. Can you wash me?, Can you drown me" I sang softly as I put my binder on. I hummed a bit of the song. 

"Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision my crime is my sentence repentance is taking commission it's taking a toll on my soul I'm screaming submission and I don't know if I am dying or living" I took a  breath. 'Cause I will save face for name's sake abuse grace take aim to obtain a new name and a newer place but my name is lame I can't walk and I ain't the same and my name became a new destiny to the grave" Someone knocked on the door. I opened it as I slid on my sweat pants. It was Josh.

"Sing to me." His eyes were red and filled with tears. I felt sadness by just looking into his eyes. He was so happy what happened?. He wrapped his arms around me and sobbed into my shoulder. I stumbled back a bit then wrapped my arms around him. 

"I miss him so much" He sobbed. 

"I know" I softly whispered. "Let's go to the room okay?" He nodded as he pulled away. He turned away and walked into the room. I followed I shut the door behind me as I walked into his room. He laid on the bed on his side facing my fan. I turned the lights off and laid behind him, I wrapped one arm around his side and held his hand. His soft sobs filled the silence in the room.  I don't know what to sing. All I know is sad songs since I can be a very sad person. 

"Please just sing something." He sniffled. 

"Okay". What should I sing?. Something not sad. 

"Anything Tyler". I had the song "Can't help falling in love by Elvis" Come into my mind.

"Wise men say, Only fools rush in. But I can't help falling in love with you." I got lost in the song and kinda zoned out. Josh's sobs slowly turned to soft cries. 

"Like a river flows surely to the sea, Darling so it goes some things were meant to be. Oh, take my hand take my whole life too. cause I can't help falling in love with you." His cries stopped. I slowly moved my hand away from him. I sat up and pulled the covers over us, Snuggled against him and slowly fell asleep humming "Drown"

*Sorry it's so short and bad I have been having depression for some reason so yeah also it is 5:16am as im publishing this for me. I'm so sorry*