Mad love. (Part one)

Let's get him drunk!

(Josh)

Brendon opened a beer as he tossed me mine. I sat down on his couch and laid my head back, the couch dipped a bit as he sat down beside me. 

"So, you have a new boyfriend?" He took a sip of his beer. I nodded and opened mine. 

"He told me just to get over Daniels death." I scoffed and gulped down half the beer. Brendon sighed and patted my shoulder. 

"It has been only two weeks" I shook my head. I finished my beer with another two gulps. "Give me something strong Bren". He got up and walked into the kitchen.

"How is living alone here?" I called out.

"God it is amazing!. I and Ryan have it to our selves when he comes over. He doesn't have to worry about his parents" Brendon walked out with a small glass of whiskey. I nodded as he handed me the cup. I took a sip and sighed. I heard foot steps from the hall behind me. 

"Hey baby" Brendon smiled as sleepy Ryan with bed head sat in his lap. Tyler does that every morning, He comes downstairs and sits in my lap or I hold him. I took another sip of the whiskey as they shared kisses. Ryan giggled as Brendon laid his head on his chest, I looked down at my feet and tapped them against the floor. 

"Hi Josh" Ryan hugged me. I hugged back, he walked to the kitchen Brendon picked his phone up and dialed a number in. 

"Hi yes. We would like Two large pizzas, one cheese and another uh" He looked at me. 

"Like normal" I took another sip as he nodded.

"A bacon, mushroom thin crust pizza, please. Also with a Mnt Dew," He smiled.  "Thank you!" He clicked his phone off. Ryan came back with a glass of wine. 

"How the fuck did you guys get this we are under twenty one" I chuckled. 

"I've got my ways" Brendon wiggled his eyebrow.

"Oh please" Ryan scoffed. Ryan looked at me and rolled his eyes I chuckled and shook my head. 

"My uncle is very chill, he lets me have the alcohol in this apartment." Brendon sat on the edge of the couch. "Since mom made me move out for loving Ryan he gave me the apartment for free. We only have to pay for food. he does the rest." 

"Nice" I nodded finishing the rest of my whiskey. I looked down at my foot again, I want to get drunk. Tyler's mom and dad are at some Wine festival two days until Christmas and they are doing that. 

"I wanna get drunk" I mumbled as I covered my eyes with my hand I sighed. Ryan rubbed my shoulder.

"It will be okay Josh," he said calmly. 

"I hope so" I replied. 

"Let's get him drunk!" Brendon got up and walked to the kitchen. I looked at Ryan. 

"I love Ty... But how he just treated me..." I sniffled as tears stung my eyes. "Turns out his friend is Ale.." Tears streamed down my face.

"Alexa?" He asked. I nodded I dried my face. "He used to go to our school. He left before this all happened." It went silent for a bit, the only noise was Brendon pouring ice into something. My phone buzzed. I pulled my phone out of my jacket pocket. I turned it on it was Tyler. I sighed and unlocked my phone. 

T: Come home..

Me: I am having a couple of drinks with Ryan and Brendon. 

T: Them two?, I heard they have sex with other men... Like a threesome. 

Me: Stop it. I have been friends with them. 

T: just come home. :(

Me: No I gtg Brendon brought me a drink. We are going to chill in his room for a bit. 

T: Why?.

Me: To fuck.

T:.....

Me: For fuck sakes Ty I would never We are going to listen to music and get drunk. 

T: Okay... 

Me: I'm sorry. I love you I will be home in two hours. 

T: Can I come over...

Me: I just need a little alone time... I love you. 

T: Oh okay.... be safe...

I sighed as my heart felt heavy, I felt how that hurt him. I should have said yes but I didn't, Brendon handed me some type of mix drink. It was sweet with a slightly strong taste of alcohol it gave me a warm fuzzy feeling.  An hour passed and I was drunk, Brendon was tipsy and Ryan he was sober he was my ride home. 

"Ryannnnn!" Brendon giggled as I laughed at the pizza on Brendons face, It was on his forehead down his nose. 

"Brendon..." Ryan looked at him like he was crazy, I laughed harder as I took a sip of my beer. I closed my eyes and laid back, My stomach twisted and rumbled. I felt like throwing up, I got up and ran to the bathroom my hat flew off as I bent down to the toilet. I gagged as I threw up, the vowel burned my throat as I gagged more. I stopped throwing up, I sighed and sat back against the cold bathroom wall. I leaned up and took my shirt off when I laid my back against the wall it made me jump it was so cold. Ryan walked in and turned his head down to me then at the toilet. He flushed the toilet and helped me up. 

"Here use my extra toothbrush." He handed me the toothbrush. I nodded and stumbled to the sink. I turned the cold water on, wetted the toothbrush and put the tooth paste on the toothbrush then wetted it again. I scrubbed my teeth and tongue Ryan handed me mouth wash as I spit out the toothpaste suds. I opened the mouth was and filled the cap with the minty liquid. I tilted my head back letting the mouth wash into my mouth, I swished it around until it stung my gums. I spited it out and looked at Ryan. 

"Let's get you home" He smiled and put his arm around my shoulder. I leaned on him slightly almost falling. I don't remember much after that I just remember getting in the car than driving a bit. Then I passed out. 

"Come on bud" Ryan gently shook my shoulder, I jerked up hitting my head on the roof of the car. 

"Fuck" I mumbled. Ryan giggled slightly, I got out of the car and stumbled to the front door. I knocked on the door forgetting there was a door bell. Tyler opened the door he smiled and hugged me. My stomach turned hard, I pulled away and turned away throwing up into the bushes. Tyler rubbed my back I stopped and wiped my mouth clean from the spit. 

"Have a good night Tyler" Ryan said softly. 

"You too" Tyler replied as I stumbled into the house. 

"I'm sorry," I mumbled as I hugged Tyler. He hugged back tightly. 

"No im sorry. I should have never told you that. Let's go to bed you need sleep" I nodded as he kissed my neck softly. 

"I would kiss you. But I have vomit breath." I giggled as his nose scrunched up. 

"Ew Joshua" He giggled. "Lets go brush your teeth?" I nodded as we made our way upstairs. 

**Hey guys sorry for late upload. Me and my boyfriend had a rough time. We got in a fight and uggghh anyway me and him are good. anyway I hope you enjoyed this! i made it a tad bit longer for the time i missed!!**