The girl in the middle of Daniel and Minhyun from wanna one. [Complete]

Him or Him.

Lia~ I can't pick between them at all they are so sweet and kind to me. I am in love with these two guys. I really like both of them because they sweet and kind. They make me happy despite what you think. I am crazy for one of them because I deserve to find happiness.  I don't know what to do at all because I want to know what love is. I didn't get into kpop as makeup artist to fall in love. I did it because, I was trying to help my family out. I don't know what I'm going to do. Must of Minhyun oppa fans would say ~just date him already.~ I am just hoping my future will be happy that's all. Sorry to burst anyone bubble. I just want to be happy that's all. Should I stop working for Wanna One business? Then join starship entertainment, doing makeup for MonstaX? They are like my family wanna one oppa's. But am I going to be happy working with them in the future? Who knows right, I just have to wait. I can't wait to finally be in love. I want to know what love is. Because I am single right now and wanting a male. I want to may man to take me. Make me his only wife and I hopeful that he won't cheat on me. Who do you would break my heart? Who won't break my heart? Please don't hate me because this is how I feel in general. Will it be Kihyun oppa who  flirtatious but great father materiel.

I swear on my life  that this guy who was the one that stole my heart. There is  Minhyun oppa who is the reason why I am happy. He can be good father too, but I have feeling that he might cheat on me when he gets older.

I know he's good guy which he is but you guys don't know what would happen in the future. I just  want to be happy. What is life is so hard when  you have to find someone that won't cheat on me. I am pretty sure they don't mean anything about cheating. But I am to scared of going though a break up again. That's why I am doing this because I won't get my heart broken again and again. I just want to be love by a man then being used as toy in bed. I just want be with man that will treat me like princess. Like....... some one  that can be there for you when you need, when you down and upset he be right there to cheer you up. Maybe out there isn't guy like that, waiting for me. Maybe I am not ready to know what love is or  love is nothing to be happy about. Minhyun oppa and Kihyun oppa stole my first kiss  and my second kiss.  I  want to know  if they love me back. I know minhyun oppa does and I did accept him, I also accept kihyun as well too.