The girl in the middle of Daniel and Minhyun from wanna one. [Complete]

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Lua~ I told Mark that I like him a lot and that I wanted to go out with him. He turned me  down so fast that he didn't care. I know he likes Lia but is she worth his time, I know you might say  "why are you still want to bully Lia?!?!" ( Underline is what you thinking from the character point of view.) It's not like I don't care about lia, I really want to change my old habits from college. I trying to be good girl this time. Just don't know why all the guys want to be with her. I know that she is beautiful. I admit it okay guezz  I just thought it was me that they might like. That's why I asked Mark oppa if he wants to go out with me. But he said before he left *I am attached to Lia* Meaning he loves her. Which I totally respect him for that, I just am tired of being used in my life I just want a man. All I am saying is I am jealous of Lia now because all the hot guys want her.  I don't think Cory for 24k and Gongchan yet? I don't want be devil child and make her hate  me again. Maybe dating an Idol isn't a good Idea at all because I want to get on Lia good side.

I think Lia should date Cory from 24k because he so cute, I am try to be her friend by being a match maker.

I know its a bad idea but  their is other man out their if Mark thing doesn't work out. I know I should mind my own business. But  she should have know I be coming to help he pick the right guy for her. Like Gongchan for B1A4 he is so cute to me, They are so cute together despite their age difference. 

"let her pick which guy she wants not you to decide for  her."I know but still its her life I don't want her to become me. I have two kids already, a girl and boy who is the sweetest kids ever. They don't know who is there dad is. I want to keep it like that now. B~Because it sadness me bit to even say to you. I guess being a bully wasn't great idea. I don't want her to fall in depression. Meaning what I'm going though with my stepmom. That's why I started to wear all black. Because it makes me feel comfortable in. My old friends say I look like I am going to funeral. It wasn't true, it's just made me happy in black and white.

I wasn't happy even wearing color outfits because, my life with my stepmom is pretty scary. This how the bullying started with Lia because of me. I feel like I deserve the slap on my face because it's how she felt about me then. Why am I so bad to friend. I  want her to to be happy. I thought she deserved back then we were in college. Now I think about I was total idiot for doing that to her. "Yay~!!! Are you going to say sorry." I  will  so don't worry I promise.