[Normani Kordei]
I think Im dead.
Actually its her that should be dead.
But shes there.
Dinah Jane Hansen stands in front of me, holding a peony flower in her hand. The creamy white so pure. She practically radiated beauty. Her hair was straightened and she wore a baseball cap. Her eyes glittering. She had no scars. She was even wearing a tanktop and jean short and there was no evidence that she had even self harmed. Dinah had on also a matching ring on her ring finger I noticed.
"You... your... Dinah..." I stutter, unable to form a real sentence or phrase.
She frowns. "I was hoping for a happier reaction..."
"But... How... Your... Alive?" I finally manage.
Dinah giggles and I slap her. Real skin! Firm, solid, warm, and alive skin!
"Ouch!"
"This isnt something to joke about!" I yell. "2 years ago Dinah. 2 years. You died right there."
A smile creeps onto her face. "Normani I never died."
I smack my head. "Ive officially lost it." I groan. "I need a mental hospital!"
Dinah pulls me into her arms and gives me a kiss. Her lips taste so amazing. Ive missed her so much. I cant help the fact that I melt into her. Our bodies fitting together like a puzzel. When she pulls back she has that wide goofy grin I havnt seen in ages.
"Now do you belive me?"
I tap my chin. "That wasnt very convincing..."
She eyes me. "Your real funny Kordei."
Then her arms wraps tight to me. Lifting me from the ground like in a movie. Her lips lock onto mine in a hungry kiss. Our tongues coliding. She kisses me hard, holds me hard, as if she knows I am not breakable and she will prove it. Its demanding and firm and something Ive always dreamed of having.
We pull back, gasping for air, but she never lets me go.
I laugh. "Okay I believe you but tell me... how?"
"Okay so that day the paramedic dude was trying to tell you that he checked me over and he hadnt found any signs of my blade. When I woke up in the hospital, a good 6 months later, he explained you had run off before he could tell you that my blade was gone but I might live. It seems impossible but you stand here with your body surving on a drug that shouldve killed you." Dinah points out.
I nod. "Okay but why would I want the blade?"
"Beats me he was a huge creep." She leaned in. "He got fired because he wasnt a real paramedic."
I laugh. "Wow. Thanks to him I had a heart attack."
Her eyes widen and I laugh harder. "Not a real one."
"Good." She states firmly. "So yeah they told me I had lost a lot of blood and yatta yatta yatta and so I began to build my way back up. I was in rehab for my suicide attempt even though I only wanted you. I got out a week ago but made everyone keep it under the radar to surprise you. I had already had that box there with all that stuff since before I showed you the bridge. I was waiting for the right time but kind of afriad youd say no..."
I shut her up with a kiss. "Well I say yes. Screw my parents I love you. We can make it offical with a wedding when we want but right now its our promis. To keep our infinity forever."
She smiles. "God I missed you."
"I missed you too."
We melt together again. Not quite ready to come out of our infinity just yet.
