You want to be what I want you to be.
You need to seek you, not me.
Look for your soul, not a man.
'Cause a part of you is not who I am.
Stop looking for your other half,
One and one is easy math,
That's why I can't try to fix You anymore.
You wanna die to see if I'll cry,
I stop you, but you can't see why.
Testing my love just makes me sad,
Seems your only goal is to make me mad.
You can't believe my love is true.
'Cause you can't find a way to loving you.
That's why I can't try to save You anymore.
You never felt Daddy's love as a girl,
A family death was his whole world.
You feel sex is the only good you've ever been,
That's why you're obsessed with pleasing men.
I can't watch you choke,
And You won't believe you aren't a poke,
That's why I can't watch You hate You anymore.
For envy of my love you resent your own child,
But she can't know why you're riled.
You can't see it's us she's dyin' for,
When it should be her we're changin' for.
I can't watch You hate her,
And I can't help her as a martyr,
That's why I can't let You hurt her anymore.
I can't stop loving You,
But You can't start loving you.
She can't stop needing You,
And I can't fix You when I am broken too.
I shouldn't be the only soul talking to a pastor,
And I won't play Your master.
That's why I'm pushing You out the door.
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