Heavy in your arms (nashxcameron)

Cant be undone

"Shawn please come out" I pleaded, leaning on his door. We live in the same house yet he has managed to avoid me the past two days.

He stays in his room until I leave for work and leaves before I get home. He gets home around 3 in the morning and goes back to his room.

"Shawn please talk to me, I just want to talk" I hopelessly pleaded to him to no avail.

I sighed and went to the kitchen and made Shawn's favorite dinner.

I finished up and made my plate. I need to stop pushing him but I just wanna talk to him. What am I gonna say? Heck, I do not know how I feel about him. He has been with me through everything and I love him but am I in love with him?

What am I saying, how could I not be in love with someone so sweet and caring. I'm such an idiot sometimes

I got up from the table ran to Shawn's room.

"Shawn! I love you, let me in" I said banging on his door.

"Go away cameron, it's not funny" Shawn responded, sounding deflated and tired.

"I'm not joking, let me in or I will bust down the door" I said seriously. I swear Shawn is so stubborn sometimes.

I hear the lock move and the door open. Behind it stood a venerable looking Shawn with his eyes looking towards the floor.

I took a step closer and made him look at me. I don't know how I can make him believe me. It's like my words have no affect, so maybe something else will.

Before he can say anything I smash my lips on his passionately. It takes him a second to react but he starts kissing back.

We move to his bed and start making out. His tongue asking to be let in. I take off my clothes and remove his shirt.

As I undid his belt and started to take off his pants he said

"Wait cam stop"

"What's wrong?" I replied confused.

"I'm not ready to go there just yet" Shawn said shyly.

"That's okay, we can take it slow if that's what you want."

"I know it sounds stupid but I want the dates and romantic stuff before sex"

"It's not stupid Shawn, stand up" I said pulling him up from the bed.

"Shawn Mendes with you go on a date with me?" I said

"Of course" Shawn responded kissing me deeply

NASHS POV

it has been a few weeks since I broke up with Taylor. It just didn't work, all I could think about was Cameron. God I'm such an idiot and he will probably never take me back. I went back home to my parents for the past couple of weeks just to be around family. Hayes and Skylynn think that I should try and win Cam back.

So that's what I'm doing.

It's a long shot but I bought us tickets to go to England. Cam always talked about how he wanted to go and it's a perfect place to mend our relationship.

I pull up to Shawn's house, his best friend. I get to the door and ring the door bell and no one answer.

Gosh I'm so nervous, what if he doesn't want me back? I won't give up.

I wait but no one seems to answer and as I look at the windows I see two figures kissing in an upstairs window.

It's Cameron and Shawn

I run to my car as fast as I can holding back tears. I drive off and shred the tickets.

It was crazy idea to think Cam would just come back to me.

But I will win him back.

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