Heavy in your arms (nashxcameron)

Love Me Again

"How many more photos do we have to take today?" I asked, we had already been here for 5 hours and Nash did not look like he was stopping any time soon.

"Only like 5 more hours, I promise" Nash said chuckling at me.

So to mess with him I started sticking my tongue out right before he would take a pic.

"Would you cut that out" Nash said getting frustrated

I giggled and did it a few more times. Nash's face was getting red, but I love messing with him. It's kinda like old times.

It's been two weeks since me and Shawn had that fight and ever since at each photo-shoot me and Nash seem to get more and more comfortable with each other.

"Fine, we can take a break" Nash huffed, finally giving up on taking the picture.

"Yay! Wanna go get lunch?" I said bouncing my over to where he was fiddling with his camera. I set my head on his shoulder before I knew what I was doing.

"Sorry, I just got got excited" I said taking a step back.

"It's completely fine Cam" he said sighing. He called me Cam, that hasn't happened for awhile.

"Let's I get lunch then, my treat" Nash said breaking the silence.

We got into his car and went to a local restaurant. Nash got out and opened my door for me. This feels like a date but I don't think it is.

We got seated and as we looked at our menus, I looked at Nash. His brown hair with blonde streaks which he has been doing for years. His eyes, the way they can tell the mood he is in.

"Hello, earth to Cam" Nash said

"Uh what?" I said snapping out of it.

"I was just asking you what you were going to get" Nash said laughing to himself.

"Um, probably chicken."

"As always"

"Well what are you getting?"

"Cheeseburger"

"You always get that too"

"Some things are worth staying with" Nash said

I knew we weren't talking about food anymore, and I don't know what to do about it. I can't have feelings for him anymore.

"Nash, let's not go there."

"You can't tell me you don't have feelings for me. I can't take it anymore. I want you back, and the project ends soon. I miss you Cam"

"But you cheated Nash, how can I trust you"

"I'm so sorry for doing that to you but I promise I will never hurt you again"

I sat there in silence. I don't know what I want to do.

"All I want is for you to love me again. You are my first and only love"

And then I said something that I would regret for the rest of my life.

"But you are not my only love"

As soon as I said it I wanted to take it back.

"Wait Nash... I'm sorry I didn't-"

"No, just stop" he said getting up from the table and leaving.

The one thing I knew though was that I still loved Nash more than anything.

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