Heavy in your arms (nashxcameron)

Mistakes and Promises

I got up and walked to the bathroom, being careful not to wake Shawn. It has been three weeks since I had called Nash.

Ever since I called him and told him about my mom he always tries to talk about it at the shoots but I just tell him to drop it.

I still haven't told Shawn about my mother and that Nash is the photographer. It's not that I don't trust him but I'm just scared he will flip.

"Good morning sexy" Shawn said coming up behind me and kissing my cheek

"Hey, do you have work today" I asked Shawn

"Ya, I won't be home til 8-9" Shawn said

"That stinks, imma miss you" I said passing by him to go get dressed.

"It does, but I will see you after" he winked and headed out the front door

I soon left afterwards to the shoot today which was at a private cove.

As I arrived I saw Nash setting things up. It was really pretty out today. The sun was shining and the water looked nice.

I walked down to where Nash was and he looked up and then went back to setting up his camera. This happened quite frequently after I called him. Isn't was an uncomfortable silence though, just I don't even know.

"Oh, did you not get my text" Nash said with a concerning look.

"No, why" i said confused

"You were supposed to change before you got down here. There is no private place to change" Nash said

"Ugh. Of course there isn't. Now turn around and don't look" I said standing up and grabbing the underwear out of my bag.

Nash turned around while I changed. And this is what we did every time I had to change until about lunch time.

Nash grabbed his mini cooler and pulled out sandwiches, chips, and fruit.

We sat and ate in silence for a while. Until Nash broke the silence.

"Listen I know you don't wanna talk about it but I'm here for you okay? You can tell me anything."

"It's not that simple anymore, you lost my trust" I said

"Then let me gain it back, give me the chance" he pleaded

"Nash listen, you will always have special place in my heart but-"

"What the hell is this!" A voice shouted

I turned around and Saw Shawn standing there crying. Oh shit the way this looks right now is not good.

"I came here to bring you lunch but apparently you're busy" Shawn snapped and turned around and headed back up.

"Shit, Shawn wait! I can explain" I said running after him but he had already drove off by the time I got up.

"FUCK!" This is crazy. All my clothes are down by Nash but I'm not going back there. So I'm stuck in tiny underwear.

I get in my car and grab my phone. I call Shawn ten times and text him a bunch but he is not answering. I drive home and get clothes on then go to Shawn's work.

"Is Shawn here?" I asked one of the front desk ladies.

"No, Mr. Mendes did not feel well today so he went home. Do you want to leave am message for him"

"No thanks" I said leaving the music studio and heading back home. He has to come home eventually right?

SHAWN POV

that asshole! After everything he goes back to him. The one who cheated on him, I'm the one who was there to pick up the pieces and yet he still goes back to him.

I pull into an old friends driveway and got out and rang the doorbell.

They came to the door and let me in.

"He cheated on me" I said before starting to cry again.

AUTHORS NOTE

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING YESTERDAY, IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY SO...

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