Heavy in your arms (nashxcameron)

You'll Be Okay

I open my eyes to see an unfamiliar wall. This is weird it's been a while since I've been here and it looks like he changed the walls and he got a new bed too.

I looked over and I saw Nash sleeping there, he looks so cute with his nostrils slightly flaring with his breathing he was shirtless with just a pair of boxers on.

I laid there thinking about what happened. Me and Shawn were done I don't even know if it will forever or be able to mend the friendship and in fact I'm sure friendship is over. I wish I could go back in time and fix things but I can't and it kills me.

Nash's arm is wrapped around my waist and I can see that his hair is slightly a mess it's cute though. I close my eyes again and hopefully I'll be able to get some form of sleep because I just can't stop thinking about how awful I am for doing what I did to Shawn. I wonder what Shawn is doing right now? Hopefully he's okay. I really hope he is okay.

"good morning beautiful" Nash said

leaning up on his elbow and I opened my eyes looking over and smiling. This is why I did what I did. I'm back with the one I love even if he did all those things I believe that he won't do it again.

"Good morning what do you want to do today?" I asked

"Anything with you" he said leaning in and kissing me but he quickly recoiled.

"Sorry, I forgot you don't like kissing with morning breath." He said

"I really don't care anymore, come here" I said throwing a leg over his hip and kissing him passionately.

He wrapped his arms around me and kiss me deeply his tongue asking for permission and Gosh how i missed these lips, it's been in for ever. Things for getting heated real fast and I knew what was about to happen. either I was going to stop now or we were going to go all the way.

"Wait Nash I'm just not sure I'm completely ready go there with you again. " I said pulling back.

Nash looked hurt but he nodded he got up and went to the bathroom and I heard the shower start.

I guess he was a little irritated by it but honestly I'm just not ready to go there again I mean I know he probably wants to pick up where we left off but I can't do that. we need to backtrack little bit and really work on a relationship if this is going to work.

I walked into the bathroom and Nash was In just a towel around his right waist.

"Are you still mad? Or did you finally get over yourself a little bit " I said, it probably sounded rude but it wasn't meant to be.

"I'm fine I'm just I thought we could pick up where we left off but if you want to wait a while that's fine with me I'm just glad I have you back"

He then proceeded to wrap his arms around me and hug me which would've been fine if he wasn't soaking wet.

"OMG NAsh get off you're going to get me all wet" I screamed. He then started to tickle me and I started laughing like crazy.

We ended on the floor with Nash still tickling me but then he towel fell off and I saw- it.

"Sorry, let me change real quick"

A few hours later

"Hey Cam I have a reservation with someone tonight, do you want to come?"

Nash asked while we were sitting on the couch watching TV. We had a done not much that day just cuddled around the house. got readjusted next each other. It was different than it was the first time we dated but then again it was also the same and for now that was okay.

"Sure, sounds like fun. When is it?"

"In an hour" Nash said

"You asshole, come on let's get ready"

I grabbed his hand and let him up the stairs. an hour really Nash an hour. this reminds me how he was always so last-minute with everything. There was no way we are both going to shower and be ready and make it to the reservation on time.

"You know it would go faster if we shower together" Nash said seductivily

"Fine but no funny business"

I thought the shower with Nash would be really awkward but it wasn't he kissed me on my shoulders and neck and he washed me and I watched him and it was romantic but it wasn't sexual until the moments when his you know what would rub against my leg and then it would get a little bit awkward.

"Let's go Nash, your hair is perfect now come on" I said

We eventually got my car and headed to the restaurant. We were only five minutes late. so we did pretty good we went to the hostess and she asked for the reservation name.

"Grier" Nash said, I remember whenever he used to say that I would think about when that would be my last name.

The hostess took us to the table.

"Who are we meeting Nash?"

"My mother" Nash said, no wonder he was so nervous. Nash's mother was not as bad as mine but she never really did like me for some reason.

"I'm here for you Nash, okay?"

He nodded and the. A familiar woman walked up to the table.

She sat down and looked at her menu

"hello mother" Nash

"hi darling how are you I see you've brought an unexpected guest"

"Mom be nice, Cam is my boyfriend."

And something surprising happened, she didn't say anything and she smiled at me.

Maybe this time it's going To be right.

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