Heavy in your arms (nashxcameron)

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SHAWNS POV

"Thanks for letting me stay JJ" I said hugging him

"Of course, are you sure you are ready to go back?"

"I have to face it eventually" i sighed

"Bye Vince, I will come visit real soon okay?"

"Okay bye Uncle shawn" he said giving me a quick hug then running off to play.

"See you man and good luck" jack said hugging me then following Vince inside

I hugged JJ one more time before getting in my car and driving to my home.

It's times like this I was jealous of JJ and his family. It's everything I wanted but could never seem to get.

I arrived home and opened the door. Cams car was here. I headed into the living room and set my bag in the corner.

CAMERON POV (it's been awhile)

I heard a car pull into the driveway. I was currently laying on Shawn's bed with just his T-shirt on and small underwear with his name on it that he got me for my birthday.

I looked out the window and saw Shawn entering the house. So I headed down the stairs and watched him put down his bag.

I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around him. It had only been one day and I had missed him like crazy.

"Please let me explain Shawn, I'm so scared to lose you" I said tearing up. It's scares me that this boy might not forgive me for what I have to tell him.

He turned around in my arms and slowly removed himself from my grasp. It hurt that he didn't want me to hold him.

"Explain it to me" that's all he said yet it felt like so much more.

"I'm not cheating on you with Nash, Nash is the photographer for the project and I need this project for my career" I said looking at him waiting for a response

"Why have you not told me from the beginning?"

"I was scared of what you would say."

"I forgive you Camy " Shawn said leaning in to kiss me

I'm gonna regret this but I stopped him and answered his confused look

"There's more. I spoke with my mom and one night I called Nash and talked about it with him. But I haven't talk to him on a personal level since then. I'm so sorry" I said curtly

"Why are you keeping things from me, I'm still you're best friend. And if you want this relationship you have to trust me" he said

I sat there silently, still not sure if we were okay or not.

"Why are you talking to him and not me?" Shawn said hurt.

"Honestly, he was who I confided in for years. It's a habit but I promise I will come to you now. Please forgive me Shawn, I can't lose you"

"If you ever do this again I'm done". Shawn said

I took it and hugged him tight. I leaned and kissed him. Gosh I missed his lips.

We started making out and I was just glad to have him back.

"You have my heart Camy. Don't break it"

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