Heavy in your arms (nashxcameron)

I Have....

I headed to my room I pack my stuff. There was no point in arguing with Shawn, what I did was wrong.

I did the same thing Nash did to me. I stopped and was horrified when I realized that.

I started sobbing, I'm an awful person. How could I do this? What kind of person am I?

I finished packing my stuff and threw it in the back of my car. I didn't care anymore. I am a horrible person.

I started driving but then realized that I didn't have anywhere to go. I started crying, I wrecked my life and now I have no one.

I drove to Nash's cause that the only one I can think might still love me. I guess we will find out.

SHAWNS POV

I pulled back into the driveway and Cams car was already gone.

I think some part of me always knew we would not work as a couple but now everything is lost.

I walked up to our- my room and saw all his stuff gone. In the bathroom, all gone except he left a dirty t-shirt on the floor. He must have forgot it.

I slipped it on, and toke off my pants, so I was just in his shirt and underwear.

The shirt smelled just like him. I just can't believe its over. The relationship, years of friendship. I ran to his old room and in there was the cologne I buy him every Christmas.

I have lost my best friend

CAMERONS POV

I arrived at Nash's house but I stayed in the car. I'm nervous that he won't want me either and I will officially be alone.

I finally get the nerve to go up to the door and ring the door bell.

As Nash opens the door he looks surprised to see me.

"I'm so sorry Nash" I said starting to cry.

"Come in Cam" he said letting me in and leading me to the living room. Gosh this house brings back memories, good and bad.

We sat on the couch and I said

"I'm so sorry Nash but I still love you even after everything you put me through and I even left Shawn who was a great boyfriend. And I'm scared that you won't love me back and that I will be all alone. Just please something cause I'm rambling and-"

Nash interrupted me by smashing his lips against mine. God I missed these lips. I laid back on the couch with Nash on top of me.

Being with Shawn was safe and warm but with Nash it was like dangerous fire.

And maybe I'm a risk taker...

AUTHORS NOTE

IM SO SORRY IM NOTING UPDATING NORMAL. I WILL GET BACK ON TRACK TOMORROW.

THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING

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