Heavy in your arms (nashxcameron)

When youre sober

Its been two weeks since me and Nash got back together and things are going great. His mother is surprisingly kind to me now, Nash said its because she finally realized how happy I make him.

Nash has been so amazing but I miss Shawn. Not in a relationship kind of way but in a best frown kind of way.

I feel guilty for missing him but Nash says he doesn't mind, and that he understands. Which makes me feel even more guilty

I have given up trying to call him but I still get updates from his friend Jack, although it's usually just a he's fine. But it's something, right?

"What are you thinking so hard about baby?" Nash said

I hadn't realized that I got all lost in my own head. Where was I again I have we were heading to a rave for the day. I didn't really want to go but Nash insisted and the look on his face is so cute I couldn't say no.

"Nothing and everything, all at once" I said smiling over to him.

"Well stop stressing baby, relax and let loose" he said grabbing my hand

We finally arrived at the place where the rave was happening. We got out of the car and started walking towards the stage. It was outdoors. It was already 6 o'clock in the evening so's going to get dark soon.

As we were walking towards it there's a bunch people around. And most of them to send notice until I saw a group of about four girls ahead staring at Nash. I know Nash is with me but it still bothers me that people look at them so I reached over and grabbed his hand and squeezed tight.

He looks confused until he saw my line of sight looking at the girls. He started chuckling and said

"Aww is someone jealous" he teased

"No now leave it alone" I said withdrawing my hand from his.

We got to the stage and it was already some group playing by wasn't sure who they work. Nashland to go get us drinks alcoholic drinks. He can't he came back soon after and I started drinking. I don't know what it was but it was pretty good so after about having a few of those I was feeling pretty good and started dancing along with Nash.

After about an hour and plenty of drinks later the main act came out and it was iggy Azalea. I love her! This is why my Nash wanted to go he knew I would love it. my goodness he was so sweet sometimes.

"Y'all ready to party" she shouted

after a few for songs I was starting to get into it, I was dancing and I was grinding on Nash and I was pretty drunk at this point and basically so is everyone else. At this everyone was either high or drunk but mean - one like that we don't do drugs obviously.

"Okay! I got one more song for y'all!" it's on my new album!"

The beat for black widow started playing and I filled with excitement. This is my favorite song it was just so amazing.

This twisted cat and mouse game always starts the same
First we're both down to play then somehow you go astray
We went from nothing to something, liking to loving
It was us against the world, and now we just fucking
It's like I loved you so much, and now I just hate you
Feeling stupid for all the time that I gave you
I wanted all or nothing for us, ain't no place in between
By me believing what you say that you never mean
Like it'll last for ever but now forever ain't as long
If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be stuck singing this song
You were different from my last but now you got a mirror
But as it all plays out I see it couldn't be clearer

As she starts rapping as I'm grinding on Nash maybe it's alcohol or maybe I'm just feeling the Beat but I really wanted him now . He's dancing with me but I can tell He is looking like he's a little bit cautious about it.

As the song ends Iggy says goodbye and we all head home. Nash tries to help me to the car and I keep stumbling so Nash throws me on his back and start giving me a piggyback ride I giggle as we make our way to the car. He sets me in the passenger seat and gets in.

I Lenover and grab a shirt and presses lips to mine I go over and sit onhis lap so I'm straddling him. I then grind my ass against his erection. He then pushes me back a little

"Not while you're drunk"

"Why not I wanna fuck" I whined trying to kiss him again

"No, wait til you're sober"

"Okay I'm sober, now fuck me" I said unbuttoning his jeans.

"Calm down, we can do this tomorrow"

"But I want you to do me right now"

He still refused so I leaned in his ear and whispered while grabbing his erection.

"Fuck me Nash, you know you want to"

I heard him gulp and I thought I won until he moved my hand and shook his head. I gave up and sat in my seat.

" Love you" he said

But I had already fell asleep.

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