Heavy in your arms (nashxcameron)

Anniversaries and Dates

I got out of bed early and kissed Nash quickly on his cheek and headed to the kitchen.

I felt kind of bad for what went down last night. So I decided to make our anniversary special. I made him his favorite breakfast, bacon and eggs with orange juice. I put them on a tray and got a little vase for some roses that I that I found in the backyard.

I quietly walked back up the stairs with the breakfast and open the bedroom door to see that Nash was still asleep, lightly snoring. He was so cute, he just looked so peaceful, his face looked so relaxed and with his disheveled hair, it was so cute and giggled to myself.

"Wakey wakey Nash" I said setting his breakfast on the bed and leaning over to kiss him on the cheek.

His eyes fluttered and he quickly smiled and leaned up.

"Thanks babe, happy anniversary" he said leaning in for a kiss.

"Eat up, I think we should go shopping today"

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"What about this one Cam" Nash said, holding up the ugliest button up in think I have ever seen.

"Ya no thanks" I said chuckling that Nash actually liked it.

We were currently in HM and we both had a good amount of bags from shopping. It had been a good day, nothing special just simple fun time with my boyfriend.

"Come on, it's not that bad Camy" Nash said then his face turned into a horrified expression

It hit me hard. Camy is my nickname that only Shawn uses or used. I miss my best friend.

"Cam, wait I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say it" Nash said grabbing my hand, trying to soothe me.

"I just need a minute" I said, ripping my hand from his and running towards the door.

NASH POV

I can't believe I just messed up a perfectly good day. I just wanted this day to be really nice and calm and I just had to go and call him the nickname that Shawn calls him. I watch as he leaves I want to run after him but maybe he just needs a minute, I don't know what to do.

CAMS POV

I left the store and then started speedwalking on the pavement I had my head down and I'm trying not to cry. I hate that I'm sad but I just miss my best friend. I wish I could just call Shawn make everything better but he probably doesn't want to see me let alone be my friend again. It sucks to know that I'm the reason we're not friends anymore and I wish I could go back and fix everything.

I bump into someone causing me to pull myself out of my thoughts and as I look up I see none other then Shawn.

I stood there shocked and we both stared each other for a moment neither of us not sure what to do.

He finally broke our staring and he turned around and started to leave but I grabbed his arm and said

"Wait, can we talk please? I miss you"

He just stood there for second like he's considering his options deciding what he wants to do.

"Fine" he said eventually and he then started heading towards a nearby cafe and I followed.

AUTHORS NOTE

SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN AWHILE. I WILL UPDATE AS SOON AS I CAN.

THANKS TO SARAH FOR PUSHING ME TO WRITE THIS, LOVES YOU.

UNTIL NEXT TIME,

WILLIAM