Infatuated With You (Guns N' Roses - Duff McKagan)

Chapter Forty Nine

I had spent at least two hours on my own after I came clean to Duff, I probably cried for a maximum length of twenty minutes and the rest of the time I just laid in the bed, trying to forget everything I had said. Trying to forget the hardship I had went through the last time I was living in this town. Duff hadn't come into the house for those two hours, I had absolutely no idea what he did while I was locked away. But when I finally did see him again, he was dripping of sweat and looked like he could pass out of dehydration. Was he drunk? No, surprisingly not. He had appeared to be sober. I didn't ask him what he did either, I just kept quiet and essentially poured litres of water down his throat so he wouldn't actually faint.

"Hey babe, what do you want to do today? We can do anything." Duff came into the lounge room with his shirt hung over his shoulder. He had been outside with Dad, no surprise there.

I was a little surprised over him coming in the way he did and especially when he was keen to do something other than fiddle around with motors alongside my father. "Anything?" I asked.

"Absolutely anything." He nodded with a pleased smiled.

The first thought that rushed to my mind was visiting the beach, maybe we could even go for a swim! The longer I thought about it, the more I got excited over it all! "How about we go to the beach and maybe have a bit of a swim?" I suggest, my tone was very enthusiastic.

"That sounds like a plan." Duff nodded his head. "Did you bring the bikini?" Asked Duff with a cheeky smirk, which had me rolling my eyes.

"No, I didn't." I laughed, hopping off of the lounge and walking over to him.

"Fuck, really?" Duff whined.

"After bathers?" Mum questioned, walking pass Duff. She was carrying a plate which had a sandwich on it. "You might have some in one of the cupboards if you check, not sure if they will fit still."

Duff's eyes followed Mum until she sat back down in her chair, he then proceeded to look at me with the charming smile that made me weak in the knees. "How about we have a look, babe?" Duff signalled me to follow him back into the bedroom.

With a quiet groan, I followed Duff back to the bedroom and closed the door behind me. Duff opened the cupboard door with a very excited smile, that's when he decided to go through my old drawers to see if he could find anything. While he did that, I decided I would sit down on the bed and watch him get excited over seeing some of my old clothes. What he especially got excited over was the black lacy lingerie, that had been shoved in the back of the drawer.

"How about this?" Duff turned around, holding onto my very raunchy black bikini. I was sure I had only worn it once and it just happened to be in front of Andy. He loved that bikini and I wasn't sure if I wanted to wear something that Andy loved. It kind of made me feel sick when I looked at it. Did I want to explain any of this to Duff though? Not really.

"Duff, it's a bit cheeky." I scrunched up my face.

"Who fucking cares?" Duff frowned. "You look amazing in everything, can you at least try it on for me?"

Knowing that if I didn't try this one on, Duff would have me trying on something else. So if I could get away with just trying this one on, I would. Without giving him a verbal answer, I took off my shirt and bra and stood to my feet. Before I would snatch the bikini off him, I took off my pants and undies, so I stood completely naked in front of him.

"Maybe you don't need to wear anything." Duff licked his bottom lip, eyeing my body thoroughly.

"Just give me the bikini." I laughed, snatching it from his grasp.

Pulling on the bikini bottoms and top, I gazed down at myself. The bikini still fitted me pretty well, although my breasts were a bounce away from popping out and the bottoms were closer to being a g-string rather than normal undies.