Ang Sadista at ang Masokista (ON-GOING)

Chapter 12 -- There's something

Rei

"I'm sorry."

Those words really came out from his mouth... Didn't they??

"Ha?" naibulalas ko na lang sa sobrang bigla ko. There is no way he's saying those words to me. Is this real or am I just hallucinating??

"Sabi ko ... I'm. sorry!" inis niyang sagot. "Kailangan ko pa bang paulitt-ulitin??" naiirita niyang tanong. Magrereact na sana ako kaso naunhan niya kong magsalita.

"O edi sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry..." patuloy lang niyang sinasabi ang mga salitang yun. Paulit-ulit hanggang sa magsawa siya.

He's saying sorry but hell he doesn't mean it. I should've known.

"Oh ano masaya ka na?? You got your sorries." sabi niya saka akmang aalis na naman.

Nakakainis talaga siya. Tch, naniwala naman kasi agad ako sa sorry niya.. Tsss.. Bwisit.

"You don't know the real meaning of that word don't you??"  sabi ko kaya natigil na naman siya. Tinignan niya ako with that what-are-you-talking-about look.

"I already said sorry for the nth time already. Yun naman ang gusto mo diba?" cold niyang sabi. Ang sarap niyang sapakin sa totoo lang.

"But you never meant any of those sorries." cold ko ring sagot.

"Not my problem anymore." nakangisi niyang sagot and it totally iritates me. Pinipilosopo na naman niya ako. Yes it's true. Matagal na akong nagdedemand ng sorry mula sa kanya and now he's given me that. But it's hollow with no meaning at all. Yun tipong masabi lang na nag-sorry siya.

"You should say that only if you mean it." sabi ko sa kaniya habang pinipigilan ang inis ko.

"Are you telling me what to do,  Athena?" wow... He called me Athena?? Sounds new to me.

"No I'm not. I'm just giving a friendly advice." sabi ko na ikinatawa naman niya.

"Oh, I see.. Friendly advice.. You know you shouldn't bother. Hindi ko rin naman kailangan yang friendly advice mo eh." kinote niya pa sa hangin ang mga salitang friendly advice.

"Ganon ba?? My bad.. I should've known it. That someone like you never accepts his mistakes nor never make it up to it, and oh.. Never meant to say sorry." nakita ko namang rumehistro sa mukha niya ang mas matinding inis dahil sa sinabi ko. Eh totoo naman diba?

"Wala kang alam Athena." may gigil factor yung boses niya nung sinabi niya yun. Sooows.. Walang alam walang alam na naman.. 

"Edi sabihin mo sa akin para malaman ko at maintindihan ko yang paking tape mong ugali!" sigaw ko sa kanya pero parang wala lang sa kanya.

"Bakit kailangan mo pang malaman?? Bakit kailangan mong maintindihan ang ugali ko?? Bakit, magkaibigan ba tayo??" tanong niya. Yah right. I remember that we don't even consider each other as friends. We're just two people who happen to know each other because we're in the same school and in the same section as well as the same club. How unfortunate.

"No we're not. But I'm just a concern citizen who's giving advice to a person who's just plainly stupid of not knowing what a simple word means." sabi ko na ikinangiti niya ng konti.

"But obviously I'm more concern to those people around that person, who happens to be you, 'cause I don't know how long they could handle such a stupid, jerk kid." pagkasabi ko nun ay nakipagtitigan na naman siya sa akin. We're having a stare off again. Siguro dahil wala pa siyang maisip sabihin and he's taking his time by doing this.