10.09.17
20:33
"i give and i give,
but all you do is take." - unbalanced.
11.09.17
18:30
Being young is hard, you know. Actually, let me rephrase that being a young adult is hard. Out of nowhere, you go from being a/being treated like a kid to thrust into the world of adulthood. It's like you lose any innocence you have left. Oh boy, is it a whirlwind of acting like you know what you're doing when really none of us have a bloody clue what we're doing. And that's why we all find a way to get a long and understand ourselves because we are all wandering around aimlessly pretending we have our shit together.
18:33
12.09.17
00:29
I think the last entry sums up a lot about my writing, and well writing in general.
A blank space.
Forgotten ideas.
A "I'm going to come back and write that idea down later, even though I know I am going to end up forgetting what is was," kind of entry.
It is so much more common than you think, it's just that this one I have decided to allow in the mess that is this book. I just wonder, I wonder where they go. Those lost thoughts, and whether I'll ever get to see them again.
01:00
"she has the smile of a fool.
she has the laughter of a child.
she has the heart of gold.
she has the mind of a genius.
and she was so blissfully unaware of it." - admiration.
01:09
"words can hurt,
but silence is torture.
honesty over untruths.
lies. lies. lies.
keep repeating them,
maybe then you will find truth in them.
because i am not blind to the deceit.
i am much smarter than you give me credit for.
you underestimate me,
and oh boy,
you'll be looking like the fool." - lies will consume you and from the lies the truth will be born.
02:00
"i am messy. i am strange.
i am weak. i am soft.
yes, this is a part of me.
the part you like many others either don't like or are afraid of or simply just don't have the time for.
well, i am not sorry for that part of me.
i am not sorry that i am not the happy-go-lucky girl all of the time because that is no one and you can go and search for her, but baby she doesn't exist." - the manic pixie dreamgirl.
02:13
"to whoever coined the phrase: 'ignorance is bliss,' boy were they right.
because when you become aware of the truth, it hurts even if you try to push yourself back into the safety of ignorance.
YOU ARE READING
Maisie's Diary
Poetryit's as simple as the title. i'm maisie these are my thoughts and feelings, a lot of feelings. a window in my soul and the key to my heart. it's yours once you turn to the first page.
