Insane (COMPLETED)

Chapter 50

Chapter 50

LOUIS' POV

Things are finally okay. Harry is getting healthier and he is definitely happier. These past few days have been amazing. We've had minimal fighting and I don't think i've ever seen him smile this much in over a month. It's so refreshing to see him happy again. I just hope it stays this way.

I've kept my eyes on him so I make sure he isn't cutting anymore. I obviously can't watch him all the time, but he doesn't seem like he would even want to do it anymore. He's happy. I'm happy. And now that I know what our future holds, I think we can stay this way. We are going to get married someday and even thinking about it brings a smile to my face. I love Harry so much.

I'm glad he acted so nice about my tattoo, I was worried that he would freak out. I just feel like it's something he would get mad at me over.

We're sitting on the couch watching tv. Harry's hand is in mine and his head is resting on my shoulder. He gently circled the 'H' tattoo on my wrist, his eyes never leaving it. Every once in a while, he would press gentle kisses to the side of my cheek and I would return them every time. I could not be happier.

"Baby," he said, moving his head off of my shoulders, "let's do something tonight."

"Like what? Aren't we going to Anne's house?"

"Before we go to my mom's house, let's hangout with the rest of the boys. I think we need it."

"Absolutely not."

I am not going to let Niall and Harry be together again. Too much shit happened between them that I'd rather not think about.

"Why? We haven't seen them in so long,"

I didn't answer.

"It's because of Niall, huh?"

I thought for a minute before nodding my head. I don't need to lie to him about this.

He chuckled quietly into my shoulder, his breath getting hot through my shirt.

"Nothing happened between Niall and I, and nothing ever will. I was so desperate for your love and I knew that you would catch us. It's in the past."

"Wait," I tried to process what he just told me, "as we were in a relationship, you decided it would be a good idea to let Niall touch you because you knew I would walk in on you guys?"

He bit the inside of his lip. "Yeah, my words sounded a lot less selfish in my head,"

"That makes me mad," I told him, "you wanted me to catch you guys? How the fuck would that make me love you more?"

"I don't know," he sighed, "I'm stupid and in love. Those things don't mix well."

"You're telling me,"

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I decided to give into him and go hangout with the rest of the boys. Everyone decided to go to Liam's house, knowing that Niall's house wasn't the best place to go. And Zayn just didn't want to clean up the mess we're going to make.

I'm going to make sure Harry doesn't drink and doesn't do anything stupid. But even though I always say that, something usually happens anyway. Let's just get this over with.

"I wonder if the girls are going to be there too," I told Harry, pulling out of the driveway.

"They're going to be."

"How do you know?"

He laughed. "They just always are."

"You're right."