Insane (COMPLETED)

Chapter 34

Chapter 34

Niall tried to argue with me, but I ignored him. I'm staying here and I'm not letting Harry out of my sight.

"Harry, can I please talk to you?" I glanced at Niall, "alone?"

"Whatever you can say to me, you can say in front Niall,"

You have got to be kidding me. Harry's acting like Niall's his boyfriend! Harry doesn't love him, there's no way. And why the hell is Niall doing this? He's straight! This is his sick way of getting Harry to kill himself and I won't put up with it.

"Just fucking come with me," I ordered, grabbing Harry's wrist. "Niall, stay there."

Niall groaned and finally let Harry and I out of his bedroom door. I dragged him out into the living room and had him sit on the couch next to me.

"What is this about, Louis?"

"What do you think this is about? What's going on with you and Niall?"

Harry shook his head and rolled his eyes. "What the hell do you think is going on?"

"Do you love him?"

"What?"

"Do you love Niall?"

"No, I don't think so."

I sighed and placed my hands between my knees. Thank God.

"Then what are you doing?"

"Well you're not showing me any affection!"

"Maybe because I walked in on you and Niall almost having sex!"

"He came onto me, and I didn't have the heart to stop it. It wasn't going anywhere and it never will, okay?" He told me, his eyes focused on the ground. He's lying.

"If you want to date him, you can," I lied, seeing how he would react. I'm not actually going to let them date.

"Did you hear what I just said?" Harry looked at me, "I'm not going to date Niall. I don't want to."

"Well, Niall obviously thinks you do,"

"I know."

We were silent for a moment and I could tell Harry was thinking about something.

"Harry, i'm just so sorry." I slurred.

"For what?"

"Everything. I haven't given you an apology for anything i've done to you this past month and I'm just so sorry-"

"Louis-"

"Do you have any idea how much you mean to me? Any idea at all? Ever since the day I met you, I've been completely infatuated with you! You take up every single one of my thoughts and I can't go even five minutes without thinking about you. You're the only person in the world that I can be completely myself around and I can't believe you don't want to be alive anymore! You're the only person I can ever picture myself with and nobody will ever compare to you. I haven't kissed you in what seems like forever and I miss your touch so bad. I want to be the one that makes you happy and not Niall. I'm done fighting, baby. You're going to stay alive and you're going to be happy. I love you so much, baby."

Harry's gentle green eyes burned into mine and he bit the inside of his cheek. "You always know the right things to say."

He smiled and ran his long fingers though my hair, scratching slightly at my scalp. He moved his other hand up to my head, gently playing with my ear.

"You get even more beautiful every time I look at you," he told me.

If i'm not wrong, he's told me that before. But how long ago, I can't remember.

"You already told me that," I smiled, nuzzling into his hands.

He pressed a small kiss to my nose and rested his forehead on mine. "If you promise me one thing, I won't kill myself tomorrow,"

"What is it?"

"Never let me go, Louis."

-

I woke up the next morning with Harry sprawled out on top of me, his head resting in the crevasse of my neck. His lips were slightly moving against my neck, small breaths hitting my skin. I smiled and ran my hands up and down his toned body, stopping at his butt. I squeezed his butt cheeks playfully and he jolted awake.

"Louis!" He groaned with a soft laugh, flipping over on top of me. I grunted as he pressed his back forcefully into my crotch. "Oops, sorry,"

"That's okay," I sighed, trying to breath normally. That hurt so bad.

"I'll get off of you,"

"No, stay,"

I placed my hands on his warm tummy and pressed small kisses onto the side of his neck. I ran my fingers over the scars on his side, tracing over each letter. I can't believe he did this to himself. I refused to look at the wound on his chest- he needs to go to the hospital and get it stitched up or something. There's no doubt in my mind that it's infected to the point of no return. It's going to kill him if we don't get it taken care of.

I messed with the band of his blue boxers, my hand slipping underneath slightly.

"Woah, babe," Harry giggled, placing his hand on mine to stop me, "we're at Niall's house. We can't do that here,"

"But we did it at your mom's house!"

"Yeah, in my own bedroom."

I groaned in defeat and moved Harry off of me so I can get up.

"Are you actually mad at me?" He laughed, playfully kicking my butt as I got off the couch.

"No, just sexually frustrated, that's all."

"I can tell."

I dug through my pocket to check my phone and was surprised when I missed two calls from Simon. Why didn't I hear my phone go off?

"I missed a call from Simon," I informed Harry, "do you know why he called me?"

"No idea," Harry shrugged, "call him back."

I dialed Simon's number and waited for him to pick up.

"Hello, Louis." His slightly tired voice said.

"Did you call?"

"Yes I did! Today's a very special and important day for you!"

What?

"What's today?"

"Your first date with Chloe!"

Oh no.