Insane (COMPLETED)

Chapter 35

Chapter 35

LOUIS' POV

I hung up and slowly placed the phone in my pocket , taking in a deep breath.

"What's wrong?" Harry asked me, letting out a loud yawn.

"Um, nothing," I lied. Maybe if I don't tell him he will never figure out. If I tell him, he's going to get mad and insist on going with me. It's only going to make this harder on me if he's around, so I need to do this alone.

"But Louis, why do you look so upset?"

"I'm fine. Just a little tired, that's all."

"Louis," he whined, stringing out my name, "baby, tell me what's wrong."

Fuck, he's going to be the death of me.

"Nothing wrong!" I laughed, playfully pushing him on the couch.

He puckered out his bottom lip and lowered his eyebrows, silently begging me to tell him. He's so cute.

"Stop asking me what's wrong," I snapped, my tone way harsher than intended, "nothing happened, okay?"

His expression quickly changed, a sour expression replacing his gentle features. "Fine, I'll go ask Niall,"

Harry began to get up to walk to Niall's room, but I stopped him.

"Okay, stop," I sighed, grabbing his arm, "I'll tell you."

"Go on,"

"Simon wants us to all to meet at his house for a meeting," I lied, a fake smile plastered on my face. Why the hell did I just say that? Simon would never agree to this!

"Really?" Harry asked, his eyebrows knitting together, "What does he need?"

"Um, you know, things,"

"Louis, you're not making any sense-"

"Baby, would I ever lie to you?" I cooed, pulling him closer to me. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pressing small kisses to the side of his neck. I'm just pulling myself deeper and deeper into this lie. This can't end well.

"Yes," he laughed, "yes you would,"

"Oh shush," I mumbled into his skin, "kiss me,"

I slightly backed away from him and he looked me straight in the eye, his green eyes soft. He leaned down and I closed my eyes, expecting his warm lips to meet mine. When I didn't feel anything, I opened my eyes and saw Harry staring at me, an amused smirk on his face. What the hell?

"I know you're lying to me," he hummed, his voice quiet, "and I'm not gonna kiss you until you tell me the truth,"

"Harry-" I began but was cut off by his slightly sweaty palm covering my mouth.

"No kisses, no cuddling, and especially no sex until I get told the truth,"

I raised my eyebrows and crossed my arms over my chest. Yeah right. He's going to give in.

I moved his hand off of my face and tried to lace my fingers through his but he rejected me. "Sorry, Lou."

He walked away from me, heading towards Niall's room.

"Harry, don't," I called to him.

He ignored me, and continued to walk down the hall.

"Harry!"

He was about to knock on Niall's door and I decided I've had enough.

"Harry, if you fucking knock on his door, we're done!"

He looked at me, his fist lowering. A confused look took over his face and he backed away from the door.

"What?" He asked me, his voice gentle.

"You heard me," I swallowed harshly, "if you go in there, we're over,"

"You mean that?"

"Yes."

Harry looked at the ground and thought for a second before placing his hand on Niall's doorknob, letting himself in.

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I felt as if I just got stabbed in the chest as I watched his body disappear inside the room. He just choose Niall over me. The love of my life just chose a guy who's only shown him less than one day of affection. The person who I've been with for more than three years just chose someone he's liked for a day. I didn't think Harry would actually choose Niall over me!

I stood in the same place I was left, trying to process what just happened. My knees began to give out but I forced myself to continue standing. My throat began to constrict, tears threatening to gather in my eyes. Why the fuck did I say that to begin with? I didn't actually mean it!

I need to apologize to Harry.

I ran to Niall's room and swung the door open.

They were intensely kissing, sitting on the bed right next to each other. Niall's hand was moving inside the front of Harry's boxers, small moans leaving Harry's mouth.