Other Half •• Fillie

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A/N: No music recommend for this chapter, but next chapter has one😊. Enjoy babes.

Millie's POV
  I walk down the side walk with my head phones blasting music. There's a cigarette in my mouth and I just look like I don't care. Probably because, well, I don't care. I'm no where near where I live. I actually find myself walking towards the city. My eyes flutter shut as I walk past a very, very familiar store.

"No mommy I want chocolate."
"Wait so...you want vanilla?"
"Noooooo..daddy tell mommy I want chocolate."
"Who is this 'daddy' you keep referring to."
"Hehe it's you."

The flashback makes my eyes water. I hold back the tears, and just continue to walk. Everything around me reminds me of the life that was snatched away from me. The life that could have been full of memories, but instead is full of bull shit ass lies. I feel a single tear trail down my face, I don't wipe it off. I stare blankly ahead of me, no emotion in my face what so ever. I have no idea where I'm walking to, but it's far away from where I'm actually allowed to go. As soon as I turn a corner, I see Finn. My muscles, for some strange reason, decide to tense up. I try to pick up my speed but can't. Instead, I just look at the ground. I almost escape his interaction but he speaks, and he speaks to me.
"You live no where near hear." I hear him say, there's a bit of hatred in his voice. He's not the only one.
"Why the fuck do you care." I say as I stop in my tracks and face him.
"Just was wanted to know why you were here." He shrugs it off as if it's no big deal.
"Finn you don't even fucking like me. So just stop. I'm not bothering you so don't fucking bother me." I turn around and continue to walk.
"That's your problem." I stop, once again.
"Look you overrated little dick! I don't want to hear his shit! I hear enough of it at school! Leave me alone, let me be!" I start to walk faster but he continues to speak.
  "Whatever millie, maybe if you didn't act so depressed around people, then you wouldn't hear anything from people." I hear him mumble under his breath. I turn around, but this time it's no anger in my voice, not even anger. My voice is calm, my voice is soft.
  "It's not an act."

•The Next Day•
Millie's POV still
  "What I'm passing out is something that everyone in school, is assigned to do, as you all know. You will fill out a form of you likes and dislikes. You will also fill out a form about your personality. When you turn it in, the school will match you with someone with the same results. You will text each other anonymously for a week on the schools texting system. Then you guys will reveal yourself. It may be a girl or boy. The rules are simple; you can't reveal each other unless it's time, and don't bully. Also, NO SEXUAL TALKING. I can't emphasis that enough." Mrs.Landon started passing out papers that had tons of questions on them. Our school district does this shit every single year. And every single year, I get stuck with some stupid bitchy ass girl. And I have a right to judge them, especially if they told me every little thing about them. It's all stupid. Each year I get less and less interested in this, I always end up with someone I don't like anyway. And the whole point of this is to learn more about the person and to share a connection with them. Who could I possibly share a connection with.
"Ok guys, make sure to put you're name and grade. And don't lie, no one will see this but the principles. You may now begin."
I look at the paper, and laugh just a little. I'm pretty sure they don't want me to be honest, but then again, it would be fun to see who they could possibly pair me with. I pick up the highlighter and pen and start to answer the questions.

Full Name: Millie Brown

Grade: Sophomore

Age: Why