No Reflection|Kellic

Chapter 24

VICS POV
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I sighed and let my head drop on the table. I groaned slightly at the rush off pain that shot through my head, but right now, I couldn't care less.

I slowly looked up to see Mike, Tony, And Jaime all giving me concerned looks.

I sighed again and got up, scraping the chair legs over the floor.
'I'm gunna try again.' I mumbled.
Mike nodded and gave me a small smile.
I tried to give one back but failed.

I ran my fingers through my hair and made my way over to my room.

I reached out to open the door, my hand shaking slightly, I don't want to face disappointment again but I love him.

I pushed my thoughts aside and reached back out for the handle, turning it and slowly creaking open the door.

Kellin was still on our bed, in exactly the same spot as when I checked on him 2 hours ago, and yesterday and the day before..

'Kells..' I whispered.
He just carried on staring into space, his face emotionless.

'Kells, please, I'm worried about you. We all are.' I said.

Nothing.

I sighed and walked over to the bed, perching on the edge.

He looked so distant, like he was in a different world.
'Kells, darling, talk to me, I'm begging you.' I pleaded.
A tear rolled down his face, the first time he's shown any sign of emotion in two days.

'Oh Kells.' I whispered and shuffled up to him, resting my head on his shoulder.

I heard him sniff and a soft sob escape his lips.
'Hey shhh, it's okay.' I cooed, but this just made him cry harder.

I pulled away and lifted his chin up, making him calm a bit.
I looked into his deep blue eyes which once glistened with life, but now had a dullness in them.
I kissed his lips gently, a small smile breaking out on my face as I felt him softly kiss back.
'I love you.' I muttered.
'Why?' He whispered, I missed his beautiful voice, yet it sounded so sad.
'Why wouldn't I?' I asked, searching his eyes for some sort of life.
'Because I let you down, I'm a failure.' He sobbed quietly.

'Hey, don't say that.' I told him.
'Why, its true.' He muttered.
I kissed his forehead, 'No. It's not.'
A tear rolled down his face, that I gently brushed away with my thumb.
He sniffed to himself, 'I ruined everything.'
I frowned slightly, 'what d'you mean?'
He didn't reply.
'Wanna talk about what happened in the cupboard?' I asked gently.
He stared into space completely ignoring the question.
'Kells?' I asked.
His eyes filled with fresh tears so I decided to drop it.
I sighed and kissed his forehead, 'the others are having lunch. Do you wanna join?'

He shrugged, and started to gently scratch at his wrist.

I ignored it for now, he could just have an itch.

'Kells?' I asked.
'Won't they all hate me?' He asked, scratching harder at his wrists, but not even looking at it.

'Why would They hate you?'
He shrugged.
I frowned and took his hand away from his wrist, showing small red marks.
I held his hand so he wouldn't start again.
He stared at his wrist and blinked a few times before turning to me, 'I didn't even know I was doing that..' He whispered.
I sighed and engulfed him into a hug, 'Come on, you haven't eaten in days. Let's go and eat.'
He pulled away and nodded slightly.
I smiled softly at him, he surprised me by returning a small smile back.

'Come on then.' I smiled and took his hand.
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(A/N)
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