No Reflection|Kellic

Chapter 31

KELLINS POV
I groaned loudly.
I squinted my eyes open, only for them to be invaded by light.
I slowly sat up, wanting to avoid the inevitable head rush that would happen if I got up to quickly.

I took in my surroundings and frowned.
I defiantly wasn't in the old recording hall anymore..
I smiled in relief but then remembered the main reason I wanted to leave.
Vic.

I stood up and looked around.
Everything was modern and painted white.
'Vic?' I called.
No one replied.
'Vic!?' I called again.
'He's not here.' A voice said from behind.
Jesse...
'Oh my god, Jesse, thank god!' I gasped, hugging him tight.
'I managed to grab you in time.' He smiled, pulling out of the hug.

'I thought we weren't going to make it.' He added.

'Well, we're both here..' I breathed, happy that I wasn't completely alone.

Jesse nodded, 'Do you think we can leave?'
'I don't know.' I murmured thoughtfully.
'Guess we should find out..'
I nodded and walked towards what looked like a front door.

I opened it to find bright blue skies and sun light bursting in. The house was in the middle of a small drive of houses, all accompanied by gorgeous gardens.

I smiled to myself as the scent of roses wafted up my nose.

A young boy on a bike cycled by, dropping a news paper on the step of the house beside the one I was in.
'Good morning Mrs Ashdale!' The boy yelled, as he rode off into the distance.

The old woman smiled and waved before carrying on watering the roses in her front yard.

This felt like heaven.
Yet it wasn't quite complete.
Not without vic.

Jesse and I walked into the middle of the road that lead out to a path along the sea shore, no sign of any clocks or countdowns.

My stomach flipped at the three words that came into my head:
We're finally free..

'Wanna go for a walk, to see where we are?' Jesse asked.
I nodded and smiled again, happy to be somewhere so peaceful for once.

We wandered down to the shore and breathed in the salty sea air.
The sound of the waves crashing on the beach soothed me and made me forget everything for a few minutes, before Jesse spoke, 'We should probably find out where we are..'

I snapped out of my thoughts and nodded, walking back up to the streets.

We walked past tonnes of cafes and restaurants, but something caught my eye.

San Diego Souvenir Shop

I looked at Jesse in pure shock and excitement.

San Diego.
This is where Vic lives.

'Oh my god Jesse!' I squealed.
Jesse frowned at the sign, his eye sight poor.

'We're in San Diego? Doesn't Vic live here?' He asked.
I nodded In excitement, this is heaven.

We sprinted back to the house as fast as our legs could carry us, hoping we were in the same house as Vic.

We reached the house but this time the door was wide open.

We walked up the path and cautiously stepped in.
I still couldn't see anyone.
I walked into what looked like the living room and looked around, Jesse close behind me.

A door opened,
'Kellin?!' One voice said,
'Jesse!?' Another one spoke.

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(A/N)
Eyyy,
This is kinda coming to an end, maybe a chapter or two left IDK yet.
This was kinda crap I just wanted to write something coz eh.

Ik I keep using this fanfic to rant, sorry about that i just need to From time to time , so I'm sorry if it annoying or something just skip the authors notes. I just can't on my Instagram or snapchat or whatever coz my friends will then know something's wrong and they all have their own issues and lives and stuff to worry bout so just skip these notes ig.
Soz but here we go again with the rants...

Can I First say,
THiS weEk HaS bEeN tHe BeSt wEeK IvE hAd iN fRicKin aGeS!!!
I went to this music place for the third time and Ahh I love it so much there.
You don't get judged for the Music you listen to (generally cause everyone mainly listens to the same bands tbh😂) and it's just so fun and the tutors are great and the other kids there are nice and we get to make and preform music and that's all I wanna do in my life

But now the music things over and urghhh

I've generally been feeling crap recently.. I just always feel like I annoy everyone and that if it wasn't for me everyone would be happier and everyone's life would be better.
I just feel like I'm constantly in the way and I've told myself that I'm no longer gunna post things on insta that might give away that I'm sad or anything like that coz I just don't want to annoy my friends any further.
Coz sometimes I used to post on my story every thing I needed to say or was feeling but I'd minimise it so small that no one could see but now I don't do that coz then it's pretty obvious that something's wrong, this is why I post on here (sorry Ik it's annoying) coz my friends don't read my fanfics anymore.

It's just so annoying coz TBH apart from school shit, ppl in the school, my brother and occasionally my parents, there's not much wrong with my life so I don't know why I'm always feeling so crap. Coz everything could be so much worse. I don't have an awful life and it frustrates me that I can't just be happy and not be scared of talking to people or scared about going to new places and I hate how it takes me so long to get used to people before I finally start talking to them and it pisses me off coz Ik my mum knows that I'm like that but she refuses to help me even though someone who hardly knows me pointed it out to her after I spoke to this person at this stupid 'breakfast meeting' shit thing I had to go to. And this person told my mum that she thinks I should get help or something coz I looked so uncomfortable and anxious the whole time..
But my mum just frickin brushed it off.
Like.. she's almost not wanting to admit it because she feels like I have to be the perfect child that is great and clever and happy. Like, we all know I'm dumb af and am defiantly not perfect.

This makes my mum sound really horrible and I swear she's not  but sometimes she really pisses me off.
I've finally accepted that I want help coz I hate constantly being scared of talking to people and I know she won't let me get it.
And I don't even feel like I can talk to her coz the last time I did she mocked me..
Even my brother agrees and my brother and  I hate each other's guts..

I'm sorry about this rant I just needed to ye know..

None of this probably made sense but eh..

Anyway
Sorry about that,
Hopefully I'll upload again soon and this story can be completed,
I've enjoyed writing it so far🙂
Annnnnd I hope you've all had/ are having a good day and I'll see y'all next chapter❤️
Byeee👋🏻
-ObsessedBandTrash👤