The ups and downs

Wake Up, i cant do this on my own

*pov of Daisy*
I shot up from the bathtub, what the fuck was that dream. It seemed so good then turned bad and sad, it could be my future. Everything seemed good except when the whole Oli ordeal. Well he said maybe if he went back he wouldn't of cheated. Great now im going to be a paranoid girlfriend.

I wanted to text Oli but decided against it. I decided to try to get some sleep, it was rather late after all.

I woke up at 6 and still had that feeling that I should just text him. Omg had this weird dream last night O.o I keep on replaying it in my head, it was just a dream. Me too! Was it like a dream in the future kinda thing? What is this? Did we share a dream?

Um yeah there was a little boy, and I was pregnant in it....then James showed up and we made amends so strange! Almost immediately he responded, MAX! And you were pregnant with twins, boy and girl.....that means you know what happened, I wouldn't do that to you.   Oli it was just a dream obviously none of it really happened, I liked the dream don't get me wrong. Just not that part.  Oliver then replied, mine was awful I was all alone, I had no one until I went to your place for dinner....that happened with you too right?? My jaw dropped this is so weird! Yeah it did, I wonder how it would of ended honestly but I couldn't take you crying so I woke up.    I'm shocked we shared a dream, can I come over. I just wanna spend time with you.   Sure, I have work at 6 pm so I have a bit until then.

I decided to make some muffins for the hell of it and cuz I wanted some muffins.
*pov of Oliver*
I woke up from the dream shaking, why would I cheat on her? Is that my future? Being sad and alone? Away from my kids? Most importantly the love of my life? I shook the thoughts away and went to Daisy's house.

I knocked on her door and was created with a tired but beautiful looking Daisy," Hey cutie!" She smiled and scrunched her nose in the most adorable way. "Hey Babe, do I smell blueberry muffins?" She nodded and handed me a muffin.

We ended up just talking and cuddling for a few hours, I decided I wanted to know how much the dreams were alike. Sometimes I'm a bit repetitive.

"So, the dream. Tell me about yours then I'll do the same."  Daisy then went into detail for hers, everything for her seemed perfect minus the part of me not being there.

"Now tell me yours." I swallowed and took a deep breath.

"Well I woke up to an alarm going off at like 7 and I had an urge I needed to go to work. Then instead of being in a nice little house like you I was in an apartment, a sad small apartment. I woke up alone, not even a pet or anything. I went to work this is a highlight though I was a singer/song writer, quite famous. After that I went back to my sad apartment and got a call from you another highlight. I went to your house and saw the mini me Max, who had your sass. Then we had dinner and put the little guy to bed and everything was perfect. Then after that it got bad again, I tried to tell you I didn't mean it that I'm sorry and regret it. You stayed cold, well until you hugged me and tried to comfort me. Then we'll that ended for you but mine," I gulped.

"Mine continued. I went home and downed an entire bottle of whiskey. Then I had this gun," I put my hand to my head and moved my thumb to signify I shit myself in the head. "It all ended and then I woke up."

She sat there speechless, should I of stopped before that? Then she started to cry, a sad cry. I haven't seen her cry, real cry, before. She then started shaking her head and saying "no".

"Id of forgiven you, i wouldn't allow that to happen to you. I'm sorry." She put her face in her hands and cried." Babe, its okay, like you said it's all fake. I would of never even thought of cheating on you. Also if we had a kid I wouldn't give him up without a fight. I'd also try to marry you before the second time getting you pregnant." We both laughed which gave me relief as her crying tears at my heart. Soon Daisy got ready for work and I went home.

I've made the decision to have a New Years party since my parents are going to a hotel away with my siblings but I didn't want to go. It's gonna be great, I've always enjoyed parties. Despite me not being the best of friends with 90% of the people.

I started to make a list of what I need, alcohol is a must, then some solo cups, mixers, snacks, and music; good music at that. The rest usually finds its way at my door step. I smiled and began to make the guest list this time I won't forget my girlfriend.

*pov of Daisy*
I got home from work and basically died on the floor. Today was so busy and stressful. I got a lot of tips which is good but some creepo hit on me.

I took a quick shower and fell asleep in my bed, my own bed haven't been there for a while. I hugged my pillow and pretended it was Oli while drifting into dream land.