The ups and downs

Music boy

*pov of Daisy*
Two weeks into my classes and they have been okay. I learned I had two classes with Tyler and then three with Josh. Josh was a nice guy who was slightly taller than Tyler. He recently dyed his hair red, it was interesting but good for the band.

The band had a show at a local bar tonight and I managed to drag Oli with me to it. "Come on Oli! You should support the alternative bands. I promise they are really good."Oli rolled his eyes and grunted. He then slipped his hands around my waist and whispered," you owe me." I smiled and kissed him," tonight." I said causing him to smirk.

It turned out Oli liked them. Personally I love them, but that could be because I love Tyler. Not in that way. More like in a brother way.

We celebrated with having nonalcoholic drinks and then Oli and I went home. As soon as the door shut Oli attacked me with kisses.

The more intense it got the faster it moved.

After we finished Oli laid smiling at me," I love you, you know that?" A smile grew on my face,"I love you too Oli." He smiled back at me. "You were my first time. Well the first time consensually and well awake." I said with a small laugh.

"Really?" His smile grew even more. I nodded. We both ended up falling asleep in one another's arms. I dreamt of growing old with Oli. Maybe that dream I had a while ago wasn't about the other Oliver. It must of been about this Oli. Still a voice in the back of my head screamed he doesn't love you.

I woke up and checked the time 8 am. Shit I have a class in an hour, I sprinted to the shower and managed to be ready at 8:25.

I left a note for Oli saying, went to class...love ;). There's some coffee in the cabinet, love you xoxo Oli was still asleep, he was absolutely adorable.

Classes went by slowly, but soon I was able to go home. I felt an instant sadness when I realized Oli is leaving in six days.

"Honey I'm home!" I yelled. Oli ran to me and picked me up spinning me around," love I missed you to bits!" He looked at me dead in the eyes," don't leave me again." I frowned," Oli,dear, you know I have classes." He pecked me cheek," I know love. I just-" he put he arms around me tighter-"wanna" and he carried me vertically,"-cuddle." He sat me on the couch next to him putting his arm around me.

"I won't argue with that." He put on Jurassic Park, for the fourth time, this week; it was only Tuesday. He ended up falling asleep half way through. I just laid there listening to his steady breathing.

I felt my eyes sting with tears, don't cry. Don't cry. Please. But at that point the waterworks started coming. I realized I began to soak his shirt, but he was asleep so who cares. I tightened my grip around his chest and just help onto him while I cried.

This went on for a solid ten minutes. I heard him stir and I wiped my eyes quickly and pretended I was asleep. "Babe? Why is my shirt wet?" He pushed me, I 'woke up'. "W-what?" He pointed to his shirt," what is this?" I shrugged. He furrowed his brow," i heard you crying, that's why I woke up. What's wrong love?"

He pulled me more into him, I shrugged again. I felt myself getting choked up and I knew if I spoke it would come out. He kissed my head," please tell me I can't make it better if you don't talk." I opened my mouth but closed it. I shook my head. He lifted my chin up to his face and looked me in the eyes. The perfect innocent brown eyes of his, but a hidden darkness.

I balled my eyes out. "I-I'm just gonna miss you! I love you so much! And I don't know how I can just go on without you!" I said between sobs. I know dramatic but he's the first person in my life who truly cares. May sound repetitive but the other one never did. I just tried to convince myself he did.

I saw Oli cry. He had a sad cry. "No Oli don't cry. P-please." I wiped away his tears as they came and I hugged him. He hugged me harder. We both remained like that for ages. Eventually I fell asleep in his arms, but I don't remember when.

"Daisy? Did you fall asleep love?" I heard a soft chuckle, he carried me to bed and tucked me in. I tried to open my eyes and speak but I couldn't. I began to panic. What was happening. I tried to scream but nothing. I remember learning about sleep paralysis, is this it?

I felt a sudden push on my chest. It felt as if I was being suffocated. I started to breath heavy. But I heard a door close. What was happening around me? Did Oli, leave?

I heard pounding all around me, then screams. Loud horrific screams. It wasn't coming from me, who was it? I could feel tears trying to escape my eyes. Then suddenly everything went silent. An eerie silence. I heard a voice,"don't worry sunshine, we won't kill ya." My heart stopped. No. No. NO!