The ups and downs

First Day blues

*pov of Oliver*
Daisy was asleep in my arms, I don't want to move and disturb her so I just help her. She was so peaceful when she slept. I looked at her hand and noticed a cut. Probably from picking up glass.

I picked up her hand and her sleeve dropped. My heart sunk in my chest, there were fresh cuts all over her arm; they were deep. I looked at the other one and saw fresh cuts, some of them still were bleeding. What the fuck is happening to her.

I lightly shook her and she shot up. "Did I fall asleep? I'm sorry." "That's not what I'm worried about." I slowly grabbed her wrist and she grinned her teeth in pain.

"Why?" Is all I asked. "It-it doesn't matter Oli, it's fine I'm fine." I scoffed" this is not fucking fine." She started to tear up," I know Oli, but how do you think I feel? I don't feel anything honestly except this deep feeling of wanting to rip my own skin off. Some gross fuck raped me and I couldn't even fight him off! I feel disgusting." She wiped her eyes and looked at me. "I'm sorry. I should of stopped him. It's all my fault." I chocked out. She shook her head, "no it's not, I'd be dead if it wasn't for you Oli." She tried to console me but I still felt guilt.

We both just kinda sat there and she continuously tried to tell me it isn't my fault and that everything is okay. Too bad for her I can see the pain in her eyes when she looks at me."Oli please believe me, nothing is your fault here." "I- i shouldn't of left you at the diner I should of went home with you." She just looked at me," well we can't change the past. But at least that's all it is, the past. I should of called 911 when I heard the window break but no I'm an idiot and decided not to." Some tears escaped her face and I wiped them away.

She ended up spending some time at my place and I just held her. At one point my mom came in expecting to catch us in the act but she just left realizing we weren't doing anything. "I have to go home soon." "I'll take you, it's the least I could do." "No it's fine I came on my bike, I'll just ride home." She sat up and smiled at me. "Well throw your bike in the back of my car cuz I'm driving you home." She shook her head," fine Oli." She tried to be serious but a small smile grew on her lips.

She decided to blast Being Me The Horizon on the car ride to her place. "Do you wish you could cut yourself out of your skin? WELL JOIN THE CLUB YEAH JOIN THE CLUB!" She screamed the lyrics, which I have to say have a message behind them. Soon we got to her house.

She frowned," awe I always love our car rides together Sykes." I smiled at her adorable face," I do too, we should take a road trip some day." Her face lit up," We should it'll be so fun, I can be our DJ cuz I have the best music taste." We both laughed.

I walked her to her door, despite it being like 20 feet from my car. "Thank you for, well, everything Oliver." She pecked my cheek and began to go to the door but I grabbed her. I kissed her on the lips, she kissed me back. "I love you Daisy." I pulled away and held her face. She smiled," I love you too Oliver." I smiled at her.

*pov of Daisy*
I went inside and locked the door, a smile crept its way onto my face. He loves me, someone in my life loves me. I sunk into the floor with a goofy smile on my face. I checked the time and realized I had work tomorrow. I suddenly bolted up and ran to Oli's car.

"Oliver!" He popped his head out the window," Yes dear?" "My bike is still in your car." I smiled and him and batted my eyelashes," could you be a dear and get it for me?" He rolled his eyes and helped bring it inside. "Don't lie you just wanted to talk to me some more?" He smirked. "You've discovered my way Mr. Sykes. But I also needed by bike for work tomorrow." He tilted his head, "you got a job?" "Yeah I gotta support myself somehow." We said our goodbyes and I went back inside.

Work day came, I was working from 5-11 pm so the night shift. I was somewhat excited for it, but all I want to do is sleep and cuddle with Oli. But I need the job cuz I need the money.

Work was fine I made a good amount of tips, I had a natural ability to be nice to people. So soon I was getting ready to go home on my bike. It was dark and spooky but at this point I'm not afraid of anything.

I got home around 11:30 and decided I didn't want to go to bed yet, rather I'm going to annoy Oli. Babeeeeee, I'm not tired so please call me or come over, whatever works for you. ;) I laughed at the text maybe the wink will get his attention. I put down my phone and went to take a shower.

After getting out my phone had like 5 missed calls and a text all from Oliver. What a nice boyfriend, the text read im coming over, be there at midnight;). Shit I only have a minute to not look like a drowned rat.

I heard three loud bangs and a small yell whisper say, "Open the fucking door it's cold as fuck." I walked over to the door and opened it," sorry we don't want any." I then shut the door and walked away. Oliver barged in" haha fuck you too, you're lucky you're cute!" He snapped at me.
*pov of Oliver*
I took a good long look at her, She was only wearing a bring me the horizon t shirt and underwear, she looked perfect as always. I smirked," is this the reason you so desperately wanted me?"