The ups and downs

Ive become so numb

*pov of Daisy*
I woke up to some of the guys coming into the living area. I quickly sneaked into the bathroom to try to fix myself.

Looking in the mirror I saw an actual mess. My eyes were red and puffy, great they'll know. But maybe no one will, I'm not very noticeable. I put my hair into a simple side braid and brushed my teeth before saying good morning.

"Good morning boys!" I said with a big, fake, smile. "Hey Daisy!" The responded not even looking at me, I probably annoy them. I shook my head and grabbed a cup of coffee and headed to the back room. I needed to be alone.

I sat down and stared at the black liquid in the cup. I exhaled," why? Why would someone be so stupid? Why would he fake the relationship? Why was I such an idiot?" I stared to cry again.

Soon I got out and got ready for the concert. Being a merch girl is a good and bad thing. I make decent money and I'm with my favorite band, but I also am always on the move and feel somewhat lonely. I kept thinking of Tyler, i needed a friend right now.

I ended up wearing a bring me the horizon hoodie and a pair of black shorts. Who was I trying to impress honestly?

I went to the little booth they set up to sell merch and sat in a chair. I set up some stuff to make it look neat, I threw on a pair of sun glasses with the little bring me the horizon logo on it and convinced myself to act happy.

Within an hour tons of fans had come and started to buy merch. All of them were freaking out and going crazy, which was expected.

I saw him. Tyler. He walked over and picked out a black bring me shirt, he hadn't noticed me. I spoke up, "hey Tyler. What are you doing in Cali?" I smiled my realest looking fake smile. He stopped and looked at me," I could ask you the same thing." We both laughed.

"But, I'm here visiting family and I decided to come to the show. You got me hooked on them. So do you like work for them or did you just move here and get a summer job?" I responded," they offered me a job as a merch girl and I said yes. It pays decent money so it'll be good for college. How has New Hampshire been?" He frowned," terrible honestly, ever since I was an asshole and basically Unfriended   You because well, whatever it was stupid."

"Don't be sorry, I was stupid. Oliver well you were right let's just say that." He raised his eyebrows,"what happened? I'll beat him up for you." I laughed," no need to. But well I called him last night actually on some guys phone. And it started out okay but then it went down hill real fast. Basically he said he never loved me and only got with me because he wanted to sleep with me. Then no one would actually like me, he's right but it's kinda harsh to here." Tyler's expression changed, "what the fuck. I'm going to fucking rip him to shreds. That fucking ass fuck deserves to burn in hell! And who wouldn't want to be with you, you're perfect."

I burst es out laughing," I'm not even close to being perfect Tyler, but thanks. And I mean if you have time I wouldn't mind you beating him up." We both laughed a bit. "Hey Daisy, I'm still sorry over the prom night thing. But you did deserve better than Oliver. And whoever you end up with I will support you. Cuz honestly I want my best friend back." I smiled, for real this time, "I want my best friend back too. Here take this." I handed him a backstage pass," so we can hang out tonight! Also I'm going to drag you to the phone store cuz I kinda broke mine on prom night."

He sighed," thank god! I tried to call and text you constantly but you never responded. I thought you like hated me." I shook my head, "never!" He smiled," well I gotta go get to my seat see you later!" I waved and he left. My life is becoming less gray but I'm still trapped in the storm of my life.

I decided to stay backstage the whole time for the show to watch it. Oli kept looking at me and smiling, it was adorable.

The show was over and I ran on stage to yell to Tyler to come with me. I dragged him on and we both ran through the backstage. "Come with me on the bus I need to grab my wallet real quick!" He nodded," okay." "Also I'll introduce you to the guys, they are so sweet honestly." "Sounds good!"

I walked onto the bus," Hey guys! This is my bestest friend in the whole world Tyler! Tyler this is the guys minus Oli, but in order there is Jordan aka Goldfish, Lee aka well Lee, Matt K aka Vegan, then Matt N but I call him Nicholls." They all introduced themselves to him properly while I grabbed my wallet.

"Who the fuck is he? Hey you stay the fuck away from Daisy! Wait are you two, but I thought she liked me." I ran back to the kitchen upon hearing Oli. "Oh hey Oli! Don't worry, he's just my best friend. Nothing is going on, I swear!" He looked at me and smiled," good cuz you're mine." Tyler's eyes widened," you are with Oliver Sykes?! Well the better Oliver Sykes." "Well all we've done is like kiss once or twice. But we plan on going on a date eventually." All the guys cheered on Oli," nice job man! You got her! She's such a wonderful person! Let's celebrate! Where's my jack Daniel's?"

Tyler and I left while the guys where taking shots, "I'm going to get a phone and stuff so see you soon!" Oli kissed me on the cheek before I left.

"Wow guess you can't stay away from the Olivers." Tyler joked. "Haha, no but he's an actual nice one. Like this is a new kinda thing. It just happened like two nights ago? I don't know. But he actually became friends with me first before popping the question." Tyler nodded," I approve, but I'll beat him up too. Don't think just cuz he's famous I won't!" I laughed "thanks dad!" He looked at me horrified and bursted out with laughter.

I ended up getting an iPhone 6s, it was pretty great. I also got a clear case. Then Tyler and I took a picture with a Polaroid camera I bought and I put it in the back. Everyone needs to know my bestie.