tw : this will include depressing and suicidal themes as it is a vent book. occasionally i will share vent drawings that may cause some bad thoughts to you.
a/n : i share this because im still hoping somebody will help me
i cant breathe anymore. im...
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i wonder how it feels like to be alive you're alive right? despite the fact you may say you're dead inside? can you teach me? i dont like feeling dead anymore i dont like knowing the feeling of being mentally dead and broken why can't i be normal i don't like feeling different anymore i dont like the feeling of everything not being real "you should seek professional help." tell me tell me how it helps to be asked the questions ive answered for a year only to be doing it over and over again why dont i remember what a hug feels like why does it feel like im not even real anymore i dont feel like im even part of this world anymore i dont like it here i dont like it i dont like me thats why the imagery and thought of having two versions of my own persona hate each other hate each other so much one ends up killing the other but they're the same person they killed their self i wonder when ill have the guts to do it
you like short vents? wow, people read it i guess pain is really entertaining to read, or watch i guess that hurts to put in simple terms
