im a puzzle.
that losts its pieces
and i take a piece from people i know
until im whole again.
but i cant do that
because that would be selfish
right?
to be happy again?
...
ehe.
so
with what pieces i have left
ill pass by knowing i gave up myself to make people happy.
no point in lying anymore
my body hurts
but
i want my heart and my fore arms to hurt most
please make them bleed
make me sleep forever
its all i could ever ask for
just
break
darling
i would be so happy if you did~!
but
you never gave me what i wanted
and i gave you as much as i could
and you ran away with it
asshole.
i hate you
but i still love you
and i hate that i still love you.
...
i love you.
YOU ARE READING
not your cup of tea (venting)
Randomtw : this will include depressing and suicidal themes as it is a vent book. occasionally i will share vent drawings that may cause some bad thoughts to you. a/n : i share this because im still hoping somebody will help me i cant breathe anymore. im...
