i hate that i still love you in a way.
that i give into the nightmarish picture of you in my dream calling for me.
i hate this
i love someone else
please go away
i want to numb these feelings but i cant
i want to hear you "i hate you"
and to hear you say " just die already"
i would gladly do so
why
why why why
i hate this
i hate feeling so emotionally torn. one part of me says "you have to move on or else it will hurt even more" another part says "you needed to wait longer" and the last part says "you shouldve just died"
i cant handle it
please
let me sleep happily again
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not your cup of tea (venting)
Randomtw : this will include depressing and suicidal themes as it is a vent book. occasionally i will share vent drawings that may cause some bad thoughts to you. a/n : i share this because im still hoping somebody will help me i cant breathe anymore. im...
