what does it matter.

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"what would you do if they really did cheat on you?"
i hope they're happy. i dont mean that in a sarcastic way, i really hope they're happy.
hopefully they found the right one
im just
an appetiser
or how gordon ramsey would say
horse shit.
i hope they find somebody just right when im gone
because im not worth anything

"how do you think they'll react when you.. commit the sin?"
happy that they dont need to deal with me anymore.

"how will you tell them?"
...

"what would you do if they said they never loved you?"
i. i would feel surprised but, not surprised. i always felt so neglected that
it felt like i really wasnt needed at all

"why are you writing this?"
so when i leave the link of this book to them. they can piece together why im
not here anymore
and their part in it.

"say sorry."
ive said it countless times.
how much more.
im sorry.

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