how much more
i dont want to live any longer
how do i just die
please
i just dont want to exist anymore
i dont care at all
i just want to fucking kill myself
ive had enough of little sleep and many tears
please just fucking end it
im so tired
and alone
help me
i dont want to be alive
just kill me already
i dont want to live
kill me
i dont want to exist anymore
nothing is going to save me
nothing
it hurts
it wont help
nobody can help
nothing nobody
ill never be okay
ill never be happy ever again
i just want to die
i cant do it any fucking more just kill me im so tired of being alive
i dont want to suffer anymore
i hate me
i want to die
please kill me
the cutting wont save me
the crying wont fix me
please
im so lost in the endless labrynth of hell so lost
i cant do this anymore
how do i die without anybody in physical contact with me know
i just want to die
please
fucking kill me
ive had enough of it all i dont want to live
neglect
hate
sadness
anger
guilt
worry
nervousness
anxiety
paranoia
thats all i can feel anymore
i dont feel like i matter i dont feel real
i dont feel like i exist
i just dont fucking matter
im not important at all
im not
im not
im so replaceable
the tears
they're cold
they're usually searing hot
now im cold
im not warm anymore
am i half way dead
all ready knowing what it feels to die
i want to lose myself in the relief
please
fucking kill me
please
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not your cup of tea (venting)
Rastgeletw : this will include depressing and suicidal themes as it is a vent book. occasionally i will share vent drawings that may cause some bad thoughts to you. a/n : i share this because im still hoping somebody will help me i cant breathe anymore. im...
