how are you
mentally brok-
anyway im so happy right now!
please let me finish my senten-
also want to hang ou-
LET ME SPEAK!
wow rude much? jeez
no one ever listens
everyone dissapears
will you come back?
i know you're busy.
but
maybe its too late
am i that far driven into the ground
that the words and encouragement i needed before arent enough anymore.
everyone's words is laced with plastic
and i cant hold up this facade for much longer
.
you dont read this. i know that now
i dont know if i should wish that you did or didnt.
you would know whats wrong but you couldnt take that you didnt do anything.
but
if you didnt you would only know that id be in pain when i brought it up
i want to go where it doesnt hurt anymore
i dont want to feel anything
except positivity
but it was too late
everyone was too late
and i cant do it anymore
i wish you were here
where i was
i wish you were here to physically comfort me it could possibly happened for if the years come
but it'll be too late and i wont last that long.
will you be behind me to support me through it.
maybe not.
of course not.
you arent here with me.
and when you're there im not.
and it might be like that
forever.
ill always be a trash with a waterfall cascading from the balls you call eyes
and the ghost
that watches you from afar
dont worry
you know the saying love you til death?
that wont happen
ill still love you after.
YOU ARE READING
not your cup of tea (venting)
Randomtw : this will include depressing and suicidal themes as it is a vent book. occasionally i will share vent drawings that may cause some bad thoughts to you. a/n : i share this because im still hoping somebody will help me i cant breathe anymore. im...
