We're back to the castle, her hotness I mean highness* has some work to do this evening so I'm staying alone in her room, she said it's for the best that I stay unseen so people wouldn't ask more questions about where I came from and she won't have to explain the forgotten story of the other world, I don't mind I got used to being invisible.
I wish I could live here though, all I need is music and my cat since Leia isn't here and I'm bored to death, but how would I feel once I'm back to my world and I have everything except for her? I shouldn't be thinking about this, I have no right to I will just hurt myself and this is just a silly crush.
Leia isn't back yet, it's Saturday night on the other side but who cares, they don't name the days here anyway and it really is amusing, I've been dreaming of getting away for a long time and here I am, in another dimension far from anything that would bother me, my parents would be out by now having a romantic dinner leaving my little sister at home with her nanny, and my cat has someone to take care of him when I'm not home, my mother hired a nanny for him and it's the only good thing she did her entire life.
The world doesn't change if someone is in it or not, but my world certainly changed the moment I stepped foot in this place, well technically I fell on my head but you get the point.
I woke up to the sound of Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata, could it be a dream? I felt a soft hand caressing my cheek quietly whispering my name;
"Alexia wake up, I'm back" I could recognize the Queen's voice out of hundreds of voices.
"Wake up sleeping beauty, I got something for you"
Slowly opening my eyes, I would get angry at anyone for waking me up but I can never get angry at her, I even woke up with a smile on my face.
"What? It's midnight!!"
"The sun was shining yesterday, now look at the beautiful moon of this day"
"Weirdo"
"I promised to take you somewhere"
"You said tomorrow, hey where is this sound coming from? I think my ears got used to listening to music 24/7 that it's playing in my head"
"Quit being sleepy and open your eyes already"
I opened my eyes for real this time, she was wearing a little crown on her dark hair, it's just a silly crush, it's just a silly crush, it's just a silly crush.
"I'm awake okay?"
"But you can still hear the music right?" she giggled
"Stop playing me-" before I finished something in the corner of the bedroom got my attention, a brown vinyl player where the sonata came from.
"Wait, is that a-" she answered before I got to finish my question
"Yes, it was my mother's... They moved it away with her other stuff after she passed away, I went to look for it after I was done with my work"
"All this time you were out was for this? For me?"
"Yes, it's really nothing I just thought you miss your home so I got you something you love to keep you company"
"I don't miss it..." I'm whispering but I'm sure she heard me
"You don't miss anyone or anything back there?"
I let out a sigh, "only my cat, I miss him"
"What is he called" her green eyes shined and she moved closer
"Moonlight"
"The title of the song we're listening to under the beautiful view of the moon"
"I wish I could bring him here with me, I haven't seen him in days"
"You will see him soon, don't worry"
"Soon? what do you mean?" my heart started beating faster than usual
"I got an update about the portal, our men are so close to it and if everything goes well you'll leave before dusk"
I'm out of words, "okay, thanks for your help and everything you did for me since I got here"
"We're still going somewhere, let me just change and get something to eat"
That's it, I'm two steps away from the end of the most beautiful dream I've ever had, I will miss it, I will miss her. The truth is I never wanted to think about it but here I am, I should probably get ready for the upcoming hiatus. It's just a silly crush and it will go away.
Leia is taking a shower, and I'm sitting in her bed overthinking things again, I'm so confused this is the first time a girl would confuse me, but then I remember that spirits thingy and I shut my thoughts and feelings up and down. What a weird life, it plays us all however she wants and there's nothing we can do about it. I can't stop thinking about all this, the Queen is about to get out of the shower I should change my facial expression before I get her worried about me. I will read a book it will help me with that.
"Alexia? Can you hand me the bathrobe? I forgot it on the chair"
I stood up, took the bathrobe then I walked fastly to the bathroom, the shower had no doors, just a little curtain and I was going to give her that bathrobe from behind it, I was barefoot not realizing that the floor is wet, I slipped and fell inside the shower, that same shower where the naked Queen is standing. I can't move, she held my arm before I fell to the floor.
"Are you okay?" Leia asked, but damn I was too embarrassed to talk, not because there's a naked woman in front of me I've seen a lot of it, but because I felt a little intimidated by her which never happened to me. She was still holding my arm and she slipped on my chest causing us both to fall on the floor, perfect, I'm gonna get a heart attack right now.
"I'm fine, this fall was unpredictable though" she's laughing again, I couldn't ignore the fact that she's on top of me and I'm wearing nothing but a wet shirt. She has well shaped tits, not so big exactly how I like them, I could see her back tattoos but now isn't a good time to ask about them, her skin is soft I couldn't let go of her, I'm fighting the urge to kiss every part of her body because I won't stop at that, I couldn't keep looking down so I stopped at her flat tummy, looks edible to me.
"Your bathrobe got wet too let me go get to you another one" guess who else is wet?
"No, wait" she protested, "you might catch a cold"
"So what do we do? spend the night here?" I wouldn't mind
She sat and took my arm again, we both stood up at the same time.
"I'll get us some warm clothes and don't argue"
"You'll catch a cold!" I argued anyway
"I'm used to walking around naked"
"What makes you think I'm not? The only time I wear clothes is when I'm going out, you're lucky I've got some respect for you, otherwise I would change into something more comfortable which is nothing"
"Make yourself at home then"
YOU ARE READING
A Trip Inside My Head
RomanceI won't wish for anything, I'll just keep my stupid hopes for myself because it sounds crazy to hope that I can see her, but I hope I can, so I hope that we will get to meet again one way or another, and I hope we can be together again in this life...