A Trip Inside My Head

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It's been hardly a minute since we sat in front of each other with an unbelievable loss of words, the time somehow seemed to be moving slowly but it felt like a decade has passed.
Fuck talking anyway, I'm still angry and a bit hungover but I truly just wanna hold her..

"How are you doing Alexia?" that's very.... unexpected

"Uh, fine I guess"

"That's good to hear. Have you eaten?"

"Is that why you're here? To play the questions game?"

"And answering with another question doesn't count"

"You're wasting both your time and mine, go back home your highness"

"Who's that girl Alexia?" oh shit!

"As far as I remember, that doesn't concern you in any way" why do things such as ego and pride actually exist? I wonder

"I'm not here to fight with you.."

"Oh no, of course you're not, you just came here to interrogate me"

"I'm here because I've missed you"

"Bullshit!"

"I'm here to take you with me"

"Go back to your kingdom your highness, this world isn't yours"

"Are you?"

"What? What are you talking about?"

"Mine Alexia.. Are you still mine?" I think I froze

"Just g-"

"I'm not going anywhere without you, okay? I don't care about the kingdom, I don't care what's gonna happen, if I can't have you then screw it all"

"Look, I'm done arguing here, I gotta go and so do you"

"Okay"

"Okay good-" she pulled me closer in a blink of an eye and kissed me

"I don't care about status, it doesn't matter if I'm a Queen, I'd leave my own world to be with you"

"That was just my ex, I was drunk and I had nowhere to go so I ended up here"

"Oh, so now you're answering my questions!"

"Nothing happened"

"I know, you don't need to explain anything, just hear me out, please "

"Like this? I just showered and you took me by surprise. Just wait here, I'm gonna need to go change first"

"You look nice"

"Shut up"

I'm not sure when Natalie left the house, we were sitting alone on a couch exchanging glares and short smiles, and I honestly felt like an idiot sitting right in front of her, that spirits stuff never mattered to me anyway, the ceremony of whatever shit they do to find out who's worthy enough to marry their leader is just a bunch of stupid crap.

Leia kept apologizing for leaving me alone and for the way I was treated when she wasn't there, and no matter how much she explained how important it was for her to attend the ceremony because it's her duty as a leader, I couldn't quite understand, and frankly I refused to. I've always avoided talking about it respecting her beliefs and feelings, but truth be told, I don't think anyone (or in her case, anything) should decide something like that on her behalf.

"Don't you wanna know who it is?"

"I don't care"

"The results aren't final, we need to do this again tonight and tomorrow, the big ceremony lasts for 3 long night"

"Then go back, if it's that important to you then I don't think you should be wasting your precious time here"

"You might wanna know that they don't actually show us who the person is exactly, they just give us hints, but they're pretty obvious honestly"

"Why are you telling me all this? are you in need of a made of honor for later?"

"That's a bit close, which is why I need you there" seriously, what the actual fuck?!

"I'm not going anywhere with you"

"And I'm not going anywhere without you"

"Stop being so stubborn and go back to the world where you belong"

"If you don't come with me I won't be able to attend the rest of the ceremony"

"That doesn't matter to me anyhow"

"And even if I attended the rest of the ceremony and we get to confirm the results, there won't be any wedding if you don't come with me"

"I already told yo-"

"Who am I supposed to marry then?"

"What?"

"What? Did you actually think that they'll just show me someone random instead of the person with whom I'm madly in love?!"

"Wait.."

"And did you seriously think that I would let something like that happen? I deep down knew that it was you" okay wow, I bit my tongue when I tried to speak

"Are you asking me to marry you?"

"Not exactly, well.. yes? maybe? I don't really know, I'm so frustrated, I've been thinking about all this and the way been trying to place my thoughts in the right order, I was gonna tell you all about it and I was so happy, and now I screwed up-"

I shut her up with a kiss but then we couldn't stop, and as we were passionately kissing, I moved my hand around her body rubbing her heavenly shaped boobs and playing with her succulent nipples, she gasped in shock and moaned as soon as she felt my other hand through her robe touching her clit.
She moaned in pleasure and I couldn't help but break the kisses by starting to undress her, I still had my hand rubbing her clit, slowly and yet with a lot of pressure making it hard for her to move around, she pinched my nipple making me moan and turning me on even more.
I lied her down to the couch and started kissing her again, moving down to the top of her boob and kissing it while rubbing her thigh, we took off each other's clothes pretty fast and resumed kissing with our tongues dancing. Her body is just breathtaking!
I kissed down her flat shaped tummy down to her panties, taking them off while kissing and biting her thighs. This is perfect.
Licking around her clit and teasing her, she was so wet already, I started licking harder twirling and thrusting my tongue inside her, making her moan louder. I moved back up and kissed her to give her a taste of her own juice, sliding my hand into her panties and rubbing her delicious lips, she couldn't help but do the same making me moan into her ear.
She breathed heavily with lust, I heard her moan out with my fingers inside her, she threw her head back opening her shaking legs while biting my lip as I slit and thrust my fingers in and out of her again, roughly, she started rubbing down my clit faster although she could hardly catch her breath in the middle of an orgasm, we fell to the floor as we both climaxed repeatedly and kept making out continuously for a few minutes until we heard the door open and had to run to the shower. We must've forgotten where we were and lost track of the time.

We giggled and kissed, laughed and kissed again exchanging unspokable feelings and refusing to let go.

It's been a while since I felt home.