A Trip Inside My Head

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I woke up with Leia sleeping on my chest using my left boob as a pillow, I don't wanna wake her up I'm just staring at her sleeping beautiful face, I know I might get killed after this or have the whole kingdom running around to slaughter me for both the war and making love to their queen, but I'm doing my best not to think about it.

"H-hey.." Leia finally woke up, she was blushing and looking down

"Good morning my Queen, you slept well?" she's still trying to avoid looking at me with her reddish face

"Uh yes I did"

"Are you sure though?" I leaned down facing her, "do you have a fever? are you okay?"

"I um- I'm great, I mean uh I'm fine" she's bushing even more and I'm smiling

"Let me see if you have a fever, you look hot I mean your face looks red" she was about to look at me when I stole a kiss from her soft lips, "you're still hot, are you sure you're okay?"

The Queen buried her face behind her hands hiding it from me, I sat closer to her and held her in my arms, she hugged me hiding her face in my shoulder, damn I can't describe how I feel.

"We.." she finally spoke, "we should put our clothes on and-"

"And? you'll go to your castle and I'll get executed? or are you gonna send me back to my world?"

"Alexia.."

"Let's go" I put on my clothes in no time and got hers from the floor, I'm holding my tears while helping her put her mantle on, did she regret last night?

Leia gave me that sad look I was always afraid to see, perhaps this is goodbye again, but is this the "goodbye, may we meet again" kind of goodbye or the "goodbye forever" kind of goodbye?

I just watched as she opened the door looking at me for what seems to be the last time before she walked away, are they gonna cut my head off or what? I don't really mind dying but... I can't leave her alone, dammit my head is spinning and I'm so mad and confused, it's still yesterday in my world since time moves fast here in Skotein so I don't really understand how this war thing is going.

The door suddenly opened, I'm getting used to this anyway, three guards walked in covered my face and took me out, I didn't even bother asking any questions so if they're gonna kill me I hope they do it quickly without the Queen seeing it remembering where that face was last night.

We walked for a while before then carried me and put me on a horse, everyone's yelling in that weird language, I have no idea what's going on around me but it's funny I mean when I think of how things happened and how I got here the first time, meeting the Queen and having my life turned upside down... Woah.

The voices stopped, oh well I guess that's the part when I die without feeling anything. No more goodbyes, no words left to say.

I feel like I was carrying the globe in my back, everything's blurry and I'm so dizzy, I don't believe in life after death or any crap in general but what the fuck is happening to me?

How can I know if this is reality or a part of a dream? I always get confused and lost inside my head but this is to much I need a damn break, why am I tied up to a bed in some kind of an asylum?

Looking around the room there's nothing but a closed door and no windows, a handcuff around my right hand tied to the corner of the bed and a little table on my left with a plastic cup of water, am I going crazy again? All I know is that I'm awake and exhausted, other than that just blur.

The empty cold room suddenly got invaded by nurses and police officers while I was just blinking, did I kill Magdalena for real or what is it now?

The whispers turned into loud noises that turned into yells although I wasn't really listening, I had a tornado inside my head I couldn't focus on my surroundings.

"Just let me talk to her" my mother interrupted which suddenly got my attention

"It's too late for that Francesca..." my father is here too, party time!

They kept arguing for a little while before an officer or whatever stopped them, I'm just staring at them in disbelief and ignorance of the situation.

"I cannot believe we have a child like you Alex" my mother said after jumping in the bed

"Talking to her is useless right now, she's still under drugs" the doctor said

"Yeah but she knows what she did right?" I don't understand what mother is saying, did what?

"We have to interrogate her ma'am, we can't wait any longer" yep, totally an officer.

They kept talking until I couldn't follow anymore, a nurse came to check me up while the others left the room except for that creep officer who was looking at me like he wanted to arrest for just anything.

"Shall we begin?" he said in a serious tone

"She's all good, I'll leave you to it" the nurse walked out of the room and closed the door

"I guess you know what this is all about, so why don't we cut the bullshit and get directly to the point?" who was this douchebag again?

I couldn't stop myself, I started laughing right to his fugly face, what did you expect from a crazy person? I laughed for seconds until I started crying and stopped, I don't wanna look pathetic in front of anyone.

"Are you done now? we need to talk"

"I have nothing to say to you"

"Oh well, you just did" he got an envelope from his pocket, opened it to show me a bunch of pictures inside, "do you recognize this place?"

"The.. woods.."

"Good, what about this one" the second picture was quite shocking, it was a picture of the huge gray tree near the portal"

"How did you-"

"We've been following you miss Sanchez, the night you left your parents' house, we have everything recorded"

"So it was all because of me..."

"I'm not sure what you're talking about, but you should know that you've been named as a traitor to not just this country but to the whole world, you will get the harshest punishments if you refuse to cooperate"

"Cooperate? what do you mean?"

"Our army already started to attack that other world we used to think was a myth, but you went there first so we need all the information you have" I'd rather die

"What if I refuse?"

"As I said, you will be punished and it's nothing you can imagine"

"Very well.. show me what you got" I would rather get tortured to death than say anything about the kingdom and the Queen.