I Am Loved

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A/N!!!!!!!!

Guys this chapter is super important. I want anyone who suffers of depression or anything like that to read this chapter. This is for you. You are loved❤️

Chapter 5//Diana's POV

Val was holding up a blade. Specifically the one I used to cut myself yesterday. Sophia gets up from where she was sitting and pulls up my sleeve further. Everyone can clearly see my scares and can tell that they are still fresh. They all stare blankly at me, not sure what to do or say. Bernice speaks first.

"Are those...because of..." she can't finish her sentence. Sophia tried to look me in the eyes. I look down to avoid her eyes though.

"Yes...okay.  I am a worthless shit who needs to die already. I bet you can't even look at me."  I say on the verge of tears.

"It's alright Diana. You shouldn't kill or hurt yourself just because of a few bullies. You may think that no one would care if you were to be gone but a lot of your close family and friends, like us would be devastated to know that you left our and their lives. Killing or hurting yourself is not worth it. Believe me." Says Sophia to me as she wipes away my tears. Maybe she does get it. Val adds on.

"Diana, you can get through this. There will be rough times in your life but, they are going to strengthen you no matter how much it hurts. Your hardest times often lead to your greatest moments in life. Hurting yourself is not going to solve your problems. You're stonger than you think. It will all be worth it at the end."

After Val, Bernice walks up to me and pulls me into a hug. Sophia handled this pretty well. Maybe she saw it coming after the bus and locker incident though. Val has known about this since it started. Nicey has been on the dark this whole time though. She had no clue anyone even bullied me. I really should have told her.

"Listen to me. Those idiots know how amazing you are and they're just jealous. They don't matter. Diana...don't ever...ever...do this again. Please...I can't lose you." Some tears start to slip out of her eyes.

"I love you and so many people love you too. Diana you're not worthless you're an amazing beautiful girl who deserves the world. You can't keep doing this. I can't lose you." By the end of this she's crying like crazy. This makes me lose control and my own tears escape my eyes once again. This time with a happier purpose. All of the girls gather around me and hug me.

For once in my life I don't feel like the shit people tell me I am. I'm actually believe that I do matter.

Wow.

I actually am loved.

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Like I said before, you are loved. If you're someone who suffered through depression or anything like that I hope that you enjoyed this. This was written for you. For anyone who doesn't know the characters in my fanfic are "based" on real people in our limelight community. Bernice is @Whydonttwemmusic , Sophia is @Crazy.for.avery , Valeria is @Seaveywhyydontwe , and Diana is @Dianaruizleonwdw . These girls ( is a great song) (and also not including Diana cause I didn't ask her) actually wrote the advice you read in this chapter. This was what they actually wanted their characters to say. This is real advice guys. Please take it. Never forget that you are loved❤️

(Also Diana is not this depressed and has not gone through this stuff I've written she is just who I choose to be in that role.)

The names above are for their Instagram not wattpad.

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