I wish (August Alsina)

XIII

"I'm coming to the damn door," I sighed before opening it. "Tyron? What are you doing here?"

"Girl your all over the social media sites and shit." He said trying to come in.

I ain't budge, August ain't text me saying Tyron stopping by and it's been a brick since he tried to slide through.

"Tyron, what are you doing here?" I repeated sternly.

"I just wanted to stop by and say wassup."

"T it's almost been a year since I last saw you here. You know I ont do that shit." I said trying to close the door.

"Really Shelly, just open up the door for a real nigga!" He said pushing open the door and brushing past me. "You know I have always wanted you, August just got in your pants faster."

I started back away as he kept moving forward. I panicked and looked around for something to attack him with, but he saw what I was doing and pushed me to the floor.

The story is too painful to tell, but he raped me. My body was all beaten up and blood surrounded me. I crawled to the kitchen to retrieve my phone after Tyron left.

Aug- Helluh?

Liya- H-he raped me.

Aug- Baby what are you talking about?

Liya- I'm beat up blood is everywhere. My head is spinning.

The last words I heard were 'Lyshell baby please, ima be home in a hour tops I love you'. I just officially passed out on the floor when I heard the ambulance sirens.

"Lyshell Taylor?" A nurse said waving a flash light in my eyes.

I tired to say something, but it hurt. My whole body hurt, sharp pains were scorching up my sides.

"Baby, take it easy please." August said grabbing on to my hand.

"August," I breathed out.

When I woke up again I was in a room getting 'cleaned' up. I saw August's tall figure standing in the corner. I had purple cast around my arm, my favorite color I thought.

When the nurses finished doing a rape kit, they told me August asked for it. I nodded slowly and waited till they left to speak up.

"Aug," I choked out.

"Baby I'm so sorry I wasn't there! I should've never let you walk away, I should've called you at that exact time. I'm supposed to be your hero. I'm so sorry!" He explained to me.

I grabbed his arm and pulled him closer to me.

"August you did what you could." I said. "I shouldn't have answered that damn door, part of me hoped it was you. Although I knew."

He kissed me right then and there. I felt like there was nothing surrounding me like if I was just with him. I pushed back on him when I heard someone open the door.

"Well damn," Mama Aug said walking into the room. "Y'all nasties can kiss else where!"

I laughed. "Hey Puncho."

"What happened?" My mom yelled walking in.

"Chill D, she was raped." Mama Aug said trying to calm her.

"Did you really just?" She asked. "Hey baby!"

"Hey Ma," I sighed.

"Hey guys and gals, I'm Doctor Santiago. I have questions for Ms. Taylor, so if you'd all please leave." Dr. Santiago said. They all listened then she got to the point. "Hun did you know you were pregnant?"

My eyes watered. "No, I-I. How long?" I questioned.

"Almost 6 weeks," She replied grabbing my hand. "You um, had a miscarriage."

"He beat me and I couldn't stop him," I sobbed.

"I know, same thing happened to me." She pointed to the scar across her forehead. "I'm so sorry, but when ever your ready you can leave."

"Can you send in August and leave him with the papers?" I asked choking up.

"Sure thing," She said before leaving.

When I saw August's shadow along the walls I started to cry all over again.

"I signed the papers." He told me. "Babe what's wrong?"

"I'm sorry August," I cried. "If I would've stopped bitching we wouldn't be in this situation. We were having a baby Aug."

"What do you mean we were?" He asked.

"It's gone August." I cried.

"You knew?"

"I just found out, I didn't know I swear." I cried harder.

"Please don't cry," August said grabbing my hand to help me up. "I love you!"

"I love you too!" I sighed.

August

"I love you bae, call me if anything and I mean anything!" I told Lyshell before kissing her lips and all over her face.

"I love you too," She said kissing me again.

Yesterday after we left the hospital the police questioned us. I didn't know anything, but Lyshell knew exactly who raped her. To say I couldn't wait to get my hands on a gun and Tyron's head, was an understatement.

I fucking hate his soul. I feel bad for not telling Lyshell about his and I's argument at the club months ago. If I did, she would've closed the door when she saw him.

Sway had called me earlier asking to do a interview and I said that was cool since I had nothing planned for the day. My fans also needed to know what was up with me no longer touring with Chainz, and Pusha!

"It's Sway in the morning today we have August Alsina on the show."

"Wassup man," I dapped him up.

"Man those fans in Atlanta are upset!" He said hitting the table.

"Man I know and I just want to say, I'm sorry guys, but that tour I can't continue!" I breathed out.

"What happened man?" Sway said. "You and your girl I'm assuming, were all over the social media waves."

I struggled to hold my tears back. "It's just personal problems man."

Not even a half hour in my phone started flashing crazy. I knew it was Lyshell because I set it to sleep mode and only answer phone calls. A worried look flustered my face as I pushed the mic away and picked up my phone.

Aug- Babe wassup?

Lyshell- He came back, baby he's looking for me!

Aug- I'm coming right now!

"I'm sorry Sway, but I have to go!" I said running towards the door.

I sped off in the direction of Lyshell's condo. When I got there I saw the windows of her car bashed in and a tan car sitting next to it.

That's not my car, I thought to myself before pulling my gun from under the seat. I got out my and ran up to the slightly ajar door.

God bless me and bless this nigga before I put one in him! I prayed before walking in on him raping her.

I have two new books out, one is Bucket List. Another damn fan fic about August. lol, the other is called Victoria it's a student teacher book.