Journey Into My Mind

my demon

I hate that I despise looking at my own reflection. It's like looking at a demon and he's the reason why I can't free myself from all these burdens, this mental trauma and my broken heart. I'm fighting with myself but I'm too soft to put him down because he's been through enough. So I let him live inside me and let him do as he please. I am his home, yet I still feel hollow. He is my demon that I'm afraid to face. The only thing that keeps me company is his heart full of regret, guilt, sorrow and hatred. He is my enemy yet he's also my friend and I wouldn't have made it this far without him. But ultimately, a reflection is only a reflection. It's up to you to know who you truly are. Whether you face it or not. Your worst enemy and best friend is only you. You can either find your true self or get lost in yourself trying. The best part is, you don't have to do it alone.