Journey Into My Mind

It's Time To Be Real

I dropped off the face of the earth since I was a child, and I realize now that I am able to reconnect with the outside world. I have not built any lasting, meaningful relationships with anyone before all of this. I had mere acquaintances. So much has happened during this time and I need a support system, or someone that can help me with my problems because I know I can't do everything alone. Although I regret not putting much thought or effort into friendships and sharing my energy in previous years, I am hoping to find someone that appreciates me and will always be by my side even when I'm down. Im starting over fresh. No more blind isolation. It's time I show people what I really am whether I get judged or not. It's time I show you what you're missing out on. It's time for me to be real. Because even if people take my kindness and forgiveness for weakness, I know that at least you'll respect me for who I am no matter how badly you wish you never cared about me.