Journey Into My Mind

sucks being alone

As much as I didn't want to, you left me no choice. Saying goodbye was the hardest thing I've ever done. No matter how many times I've said "as long as you're happy then I'm happy", I still wasn't happy. I was still depressed and I was still wishing that none of this was real. All I did was cry myself to sleep every night wishing that I'll never wake up. I hate it. I hate it all. I hate this feeling that I can't get rid of. I can't free myself from your strings. I don't think I ever will. But I hope you're doing okay because you're all I care about 💖

I hope we can talk again one day~