Journey Into My Mind

help...

Why can’t I just be happy with the one person I care about most...is it too much to ask? Nothing seems to be getting better even without her. I can't stand it anymore, I may end up doing something I'll regret but at this point I don't care anymore. There's too much going on at once and I can't stand the fact that people can obviously see that I'm not okay and still chose to treat me like an outcast. They choose to ignore the fact that I need help. I'm going insane and it's sad to say, but she's probably the only one that can calm me down. Because I'm done with life and I'm done with everyone and everything. I'm done. I'll see you all in the afterlife. I just want to be happy. Maybe I'm just not cut out for it...