I hate that you make excuses just to leave me for someone else. You got bored of me so you used our arguments as excuses to leave with someone else and tell him the same exact lovey dovey stuff you used to tell me. And it turns out, he's not what you really wanted. Tell me, are you really satisfied with the way things are when they don't need to be this way? You're suffering now and you're too afraid to admit it so you hide from me, block me. Anything you can to avoid the truth about yourself that I revealed to you. Too afraid to face what you used to love. Instead of crying over you, I feel pity for you. Things can go back to the way it was before. It's you who has to make that change with me. I've done everything I could to make you realize. Now you have to realize on your own. Whether you want someone as good as I am or continue to blindly and desperately look for me in every other guy you meet, it's your choice. A choice you may regret later on if things stay this way. We both know this situation is too hard to just simply let it be. And I know you still think of me from time to time. You can't get rid of me from neither your heart nor your mind because I know that deep down, somehow, somewhere, you still have some sort of feelings for me and denying it for your own selfish pride won't help. I've shown you my weaknesses and I have no shame because I swallowed my pride for you. So just accept me for who I am and what I've done. Let me set you free from your burdens. It's worth a shot at least. It doesn't have to be this way anymore ❤
And honestly, all I wanna do is talk to you, whether we are in a relationship or not. I'd still talk to you with the same respect and kind behavior that I've shown you when we first met as long as you treat me the same way.
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Journey Into My Mind
RandomIts just like my Powerful Thoughts and Advice thingy. Nothing else.