Journey Into My Mind

random poem

I really want to help, but I need to stay away from you
Feels like I'm in hell, but you know I'd do anything for you
I'm trapped inside a cell and I just sit here and wait for you
Saying that you cared, but you always showed that it's not true

I don't know how am I supposed to stop loving you
I keep on living, that's the only thing there really is to do
I wanna die, I wanna cry, 'cause there's no way I can leave you
The more you push away the more I try my best to just keep you

Now you understand how I feel after what he put you through
The same shit you did to me is the same shit he did to you
I know Karma is a bitch, but I didn't know she'd get to you
I pray that you're okay and now you love someone who doesn't love you

Don't try to love someone that easily gives up on you
I've learned that the hard way all thanks to you
If you're so confused about your relationship
Then try and take some time away from him

The one who really loves you is the one who will stay
The one that puts up with your bullshit everyday
The one that wouldn't dream of ever leaving you
The one who destroys himself just to keep loving you

The one who has let you down, but still tries to make it up to you
The one who thinks he doesn't deserve your love, but still tries to help you
The one who is always afraid of losing you
Not the one that says he loves you, but then he leaves you

I honestly think that your love is misplaced
To love someone who leaves you for such a reason is a disgrace
But if you really still believe in someone that you don't know if he really loves you
I pray it all goes well, if not then I'll be there to console you

You really need to know who really deserves your heart
The imperfect man that really tries hard
Or the man that doesn't practice what he preaches
You know it's an obvious trick, but you still took the risk to believe him

So tell me, are you really happy with how it is between you?
You'd never give someone a second chance so easily, this isn't like you
I feel like you've really fallen hard for someone that has made you go through such a pain
Kinda like me with you, but for you I'm willing to take the pain

I hope you realize something if you ever get to read this
Can't believe I let things with you become like this
I don't really know what kind of asshole you're dealing with
You'll be the first I'll text tonight 'cause you're the one I really miss