Journey Into My Mind

lets start over (im boring)

You may think I'm boring, but how do you expect me to act after everything you've done to me? Fine, I'm boring, but that's no excuse to date someone else without even telling me that we're done. I may be boring, but I was the best thing ever happened to you. The only reason you found me boring was because you destroyed me. You destroyed the light and passion I had in me that I completely gave up when I was with you. And right when I needed you the most, you went ahead and betray me like always. And you dare have the nerve to bring up the past after everything I've tried to do for you? How could you be so selfish? If anything, I would've been the perfect boyfriend for you if you hadn't done what you did. Now I'm just a boring loser casted off aside as if I never existed in your life. As if I hadn't changed you for the better. As if you would've still been alive if I never met you. You're wrong about me and it's time for you to wake up and face me again. Let me show you how wrong you are and I will correct your mistakes myself. I will rewrite your wrongdoings and I will make you happy again. I know you're not happy even if you found someone else. I know you still think about me. "A day or two or feeling guilty then after that I'm good" is bullshit. I know you still think of me and love me. You're just too afraid to admit it because of your selfish pride. You don't have to feel sorry for me because I will come back one day. The sooner the better. I think we should set aside our grievances and mistakes and actually try to talk nicely for once. I never wanted to fight with you. Let's start over.